That's real depression, no teenage depression of "oh no I'm not cool!" Or "damn it stupid parents NVR believe in me"
That's true depression, now it can be over come. Its tricky, but just the key is literally look back and let the past float away. Good times come and go just as bad times. But try and understand this quote "I'd rather drink gulps of guilt, rather than spoil the pleasure in happiness."
What I know also oa compliment others Bella. It sets off these endorphins and makes you and some one else happy. I've seen a grown man compliment a lunch lady on her food and thank her for making it, and walk away skipping, then catch himself and laugh. Make others feel good and you yourself will feel wonders.
Alright so, ima bit pissed and a bit dead CX
But onii-san, why so upset? To be honest, maybe you cried b.c you fear the feeling of being alone/ like you do in Hawaii......?? Maybe? B.c you're happy in Alaska but once to the state you live it makes you sad. Is it because of the location, or the people, or both with a bit of bad vibes?
*flops to the floor as he bounced* bluuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......ballet stretches, lung stretches, new style of everything marching band wise. Yrfcygvygvugb im death in my opinion. ... im gonna hit the hay, ttyl!