After about 4 years of ******** up my life and dedicating it to a person I've ended up alone and in a lot of debt. There is a lot of depression being tossed around in my life and a feeling of no hope. It's funny that after 4 or 5 years that I stop to think about all the friends I made on gaia so long ago. Probably because that happened in another dark time in my life and I'm so happy I met you guys then because you really helped ease the pain. I've made it far and got a job got a car and my own little room to myself, but growing up is really taking its toll on me. I doubt anyone will read this but on the off chance that someone does and actually remembers me, thanks for thinking about me. If you actually remember me you can add my facebook: https://www.facebook.com/akuryozenki.jeremy, if I'm not accepting friend requests that means I didn't make it, but for now I'm doing all I can to survive.