R.I.P Kevin (1990 -2008 ) I miss you so much.God bless! I cant believe you're really not coming back.*bawling*

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This is what he told me but it hurts to believe it

What Im all about....

About me :

My name is Nichole.I am happily taken so dont even bother asking..Anyways, Im popular and I love making people happy no matter what even if I dont like them.Everyone deserves to smile in my eyes.I live to be happy I live for the future.The past is the past and theres a reason its the past.So keep your head up and be happy for what you have because you never know when all of that will be taking from you.It takes 2 years to walk.It takes 12 years to figure out who you are.It takes a life time to become the real you but it takes a moment for all that be destroyed.Take life as it is or life wont be worth living. So yea, I am a marine.The marines is my life and I honor the marines.

I love working for Uncle Sam!
Lets me who just who I am!
1..2..3...4..United States Marine Corp!
1..2..3...4..I love the Marine Corp!
My Corp!
Your Corp!
Our Corp!
Marine Corp!

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-Nichole- <3

"Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless."

You think that you only really have one true love in your life. And that you better to anything and everything to be with that person.
You tend to be very nostalgic about past loves that didn't work out. There are many secret feelings that you keep to yourself.

This is the cutest kitty EVER (My kitty)

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Missing you!

I Promise but I could only wish that you would do the same.

Pledge of Love

I've made a vow, to no one but you
I pledge my love to forever be true
I'll take care of you and treat you right
I'll lay beside you all through the night
I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm
I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm
I'll help you and guide you and clear a path
I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath
I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too
I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through
I'll take your side even if you're wrong
Just to prove our love is strong
I'll plant you flowers and make them grow
They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know
I'll whisper your name when no one is near
So low that only you can hear
You'll feel my love even if we're apart
You'll know that we are one in heart

- Vesta Sikora -

What love does to you.

I hate bikes but i would do the same for the one i loved

A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle

Girl: Slow down im scared
Guy: No this is fun
Girl: No its not please its to scary
Guy: then tell me you love me
Girl: I love you slow down
Guy: Now give me a big hug
She gave him a big hug
Guy: Can you take off my helmet & put it on yourself its bothering me.

In the newspaper the next day a motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that the breaks were broke he didn't want the girl to know. Instead he had her hug him and tell him he loved her one last time. Then he had her put his helmet on so that she would live even if it meant that he would die. If you would do the same for the person you love copy this in your profile.

My Music!

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My R.I.P'S

The first one is Simon.Simon was like a brother to me.When I was down and out he was there.He has been there ever since I was 7.He would take me on his boat and we would fish together with his brother and my brother.We laughed at each other.He was the big brother my own brother never was to me.He was by my side and held my hand through everything.He took me to the bus when I was late.He picked me up and brushed me off when no one was there to do that.He was the closest to a brother I ever had. R.I.P SIMON 1979-2008

Second is Kevin.Kevin was like a father to me.He wasnt always there in person but he was always there in mind.He knew how to make me laugh.he knew when I was holding in my tears.He knew when my laugh was real and when I was faking it.He knew my smile from my fake ones.We never had a real fight.He was the first to tackle me and give me kisses on my cheeks when I look sad.He was the only one that knew who I really was and helped me find who I was.He never doubted me for a second.We made a promise to fullfill our dreams together.Hes dream was to get married and have kids and mine was to do the same but with one extra thing living near my cousin.I wanted to be near him so when I wanted to see him I could.He was a father maybe a better father then my own.He was a gift.He was the one person that no matter how mad I got or how rebellios I was he still looked me in the eyes and said he loved me and that I was he best thing that ever happened to him and that I was the one thing that made him happy without even trying.

My third one is My Aunt Debbie.She was a hold full believe me.She never was calm.She was hyper active person.She laughed out of the blue.She gave her all in everything she did.She was a good aunt to me.Yes we got into fights but they were about her.I cared about her and when I saw her sick I was crushed.We did not always get along but we still were family.Family comes before everything.We could fight and fight but we were still close.She had the funniest laugh.I couldnt help to laugh when she made a joke.Most of the time it made no sence but was funny to me.We laughed so much together.

My forth one is Kyonnu.Kyonnu and me werent as close as I wanted to be with him.But he was still family.I loved him so much.We never fought.He was always the calm one in the group until I got their.He was always quiet and reserved unlike his brother Kevin.We laughed and we cried together.He was there When Kevin couldnt be.He lst his life for each and every one of you.Im greatful to know him.To be able to hold him.To be able to look up at him and smile and call him my couso.To watch him laugh to be with him.I miss him so much.He was amazin and I wish I could hold him one more time but after that I would want to hold him some more.I want him back so bad.I miss you so much, Kyonnu.May God be with you forever.

This Reminds Me of Kevin So Much.R.I.P Kevin! P.S This is something Id see myself doing

boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?
girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.
boy- oh realy? y?
girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh
girl- so what did we do in math 2day?
boy- u didnt miss ne thing that
great.......just lots of notes
girl- ok good
boy- yeah
girl- hey i have a question......
boy- ok, ask away
girl-........how much do u love me?
boy- u kno i love u more than anything
girl- yeah.....
boy- y did u ask?
boy- is something wrong?
girl- no nothing at all
boy- good.
girl- ..............how much do u care about me?
boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.
girl- u would?
boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??
girl- no, everythings fine......
boy- are u sure?
girl- yeah.
boy- ok.......i hope so.
girl- ..............would u die for me?
boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun
girl- realy?
boy- yes
now seriously, is there something wrong???
girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.
boy- ............ok
girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.
boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.
boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?
friend- no
boy- oh.
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.
boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on
the phone last nite
friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes
boy- yeah........but not her.
friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.
boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.
friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.
girl- hello?
boy- hey
girl- oh, hi.
boy- y weren't u at school 2day?
girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.
boy- are u sick?
girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's
callin on my other line.
boy- ill wait.
girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.
boy-........alright, i love u hun.
very long pause<
girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.
Boy- what???
girl- its the best thing for us right now.
boy- y????
girl- i love u.
boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- whats up
friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?
boy- no
friend- so u didnt hear?
boy- hear what?
friend- um idk if i shouldnt be the one to tell u......
boy- dude, wtf tell me
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468
boy- ok............
voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam
boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number,
im looking for my friend.
voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)
voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here
boy- rele? y? what happened??? how is she???
voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.
boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!
voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.
boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*
boy- omg are u ok??
girl- ..................
boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!
girl- i..........
boy- u what?? U WHAT???
girl- i have cancer and im on life support
boy- .....................>breaks into
girl- they're taking me off 2night
boy- y??
girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt
boy- y didnt u tell me????
girl- i didnt want 2 hurt
boy- u could never hurt me
girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.
boy- ?
girl- i love u more than anything, i would
give u the world in a heartbeat.
i would die for you and take a bullet for you.
boy- ...........
girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be
here w/u
boy- then y'd u break up w/me?
nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.
but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.
the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...
THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a
bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...

girl: nm u

boy: i got my G.E.D.


boy: yeah thanx

girl: i have to tell you something

boy: go ahead

girl: well i love you.

i always have, i cared about you and your always in my heart

boy: thats cool i love you too but your too young, you're 14 and i'm 17

girl: but i love you, age shouldn't matter

boy:i know you do and i love you but i found this girl and she's my age

girl: i just thought........

(crying she logs off)

the nest day the boy turns on the news and hears that a 14 yr old girlcut her wrists and wrote on the wall "Age never matters"

The boy then recieves a call from the girl he chose and she says "I'm leaving you for the one i love."

that night the boy hang himself and writes on the wall"she's right. Age doesn't matter. I love you and always will."


One night a boy & a girl were

driving home from the movies. The

boy sensed there was

something wrong because of the painful

silence they shared between them

that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over

because she wanted to talk. She told him that her

feelings had changed & that it was time to move on.

A silent tear slid down his cheek as he

slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.

At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down

that very same street. He swerved

right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.

Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she

pulled it out & read it.

"Without your love, I would die." icon_sad.gif
Kevin The Wulf Man

You make me smile,You make me laugh,we have good times and now it is coming to a end.I will always think of you.I love you cousin and that will never fade.*teary eyed*

R.I.P Kevin!!!

This me =3

This me =3

Theres at least 5 parts for this hospital.This one hospital has change millions of teens lives.I myself am one of them.I cant look at this picture without picture all that has happened in this hospital.Its my second home now.