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i don't care if you get drunk at parties everynight.i plan to become either a fashion editor or a magazine editor for vogue or chic magazine. i do have a myspace. I'm a vegetarian, i don't eat meat because it is cruel and wrong. Also meat taste gross. EW. I love english accents. they make me swoon. I wish i grew up in the south, so i could have an accent. i love reading and writing. i love harry potter. my friends are my life. i love fashion && marilyn manroe, she is the greatest. oh and i am obsessed with elvis. i love taking pictures. i find sitting under trees relaxing. junk food is gross. i love to run. i'm not shy, but i am not outgoing enough to fully express myself. i am very self-consious and paranoid. i always think people are talking or laughing at me. but i am getting better. i dont stereotype people and i hate being stereotyped. i am pretty sophisticated for my age. i want to be an individual.
just a note:
i'm sarah. If you dont know that then i'm sorry. I'm really different from everyone else. I dont go along with everyone. I dont want to stand out either. I'm myself. Which can be bad and good. I love music. It expresses so much to me. Jesus Christ<3. Love is something we use as a weakness when we are in need of someone. Its horrible to see what has happened to people in love. You see love goes two ways. Marriage or breakup. We are young. Obviously it goes one way. Breakup. And you can aviod it. You can aviod it all you want. But it will come. And guess what happens when it does? You wont be prepared. And you'll be heartbroken without anything left of you until you pick yourself up and get yourself together. Because people who are weak never learn. I've learned. I've learned alot. I dont need much left except algebra 2 and calculus. Lessons i've learned? I dont like to talk about them. But i know my way around things. I can tell things. No your not annoying. And no i dont hate you. =] I'm not typical. I want alot from people. I expect alot from my friends. And i've got them. They fit me like a beautiful pair of Sevens. =] I cant just write it all here what i want. Or how i feel. Or what i expect. Its not something that just spills out of me. It comes, when i feel like i'm ready to tell the world exactly what i want. And when.
As for relationships. I dont want one. & its hard to even convince me you like me. Its not just a simple question. Its complex in many ways. I'm a hard person when it comes to stuff like this. Too many times i've been let down. Too many times i've just made a bad choice. It doesnt come easy to me. & i dont want a realtionship, Well not from you. I want one from him. And only him. Because i know, that he is worth the trouble of me being patient. And he is worth all of my time. He deserves it. More then anyone else does. No i'm not going to spill my heart and tell you how much he means to me, because he knows. I dont have to tell him. No we arent together. And i dont know when we will be. But it doesnt matter. As long as he is a good friend to me, and treats me well, nothing else matters about it.
<3 Best friends mean they stick. They dont fade away, they dont just disappear, they dont leave you behind to drown in your tears. Their always their, by your side, telling you, what you've done, when your in shock. giving you grace when you need it. Like your handy sidekicks except you all benefit from the friendship. But sometimes its not as beautiful as it seems. All we know is that friends are friends. Whether or not we trust them is a different thing. But if we were to define "friends" we would say, "someone we rely on, someone we can talk to, someone who can make us feel their and not alone." or at least i would say that. jessica<3 She's my best friend. For eternal days and weeks.
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