Gesthle

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Last Login: 04/06/2021 10:54 am

Registered: 01/11/2010

Gender: Male

Birthday: 06/21

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I started college at Northern Kentucky a while ago, grew up in Somerset, learned to play the piano and write all by mysewf... I'm speciaw... Everewon finks I'm neato... No, not really. I moved to New Hampshire when I was ten and really enjoyed it, but then 8 years later I went back to Kentucky... unfortunately...

I appreciate honesty more than anything, even if it was brutal. I would rather be hurt off hand than to keep going with a lie and then get hurt twice as much later down the road. I can be a pushover when it comes to the menial things, but so far nobody has made me lose my cool because I don't accept crap at face-value, nor do I push anyone elses buttons.

I love to cook, but not for myself. If you need alfredo, pizza, or any other pasta dish done, those are my specialties. I can cook about anything else, but don't expect me to follow the recipe 100%. I'm a writer, have been writing on and off for years on a book that started with an old mentor named John Morressy, a local author in Keene New Hampshire who passed away a year after helping me. Hopefully, in his name, I can finish the damn thing.

I am also an avid musician. I play piano, guitar, keyboard, accordion, penny whistle, anything you put in front of me I will work at until I understand it. I want to play a violin really bad... Anyway, I taught myself piano since age 11, so it's my main instrument. I started composing a few years after that, and since then have come up with dozens of original songs. My passion is to one day compose music for film and games, and inspire others with music! ^^

And just in case you want to listen to my orchestrations...

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xAngelxBelowx Report | 08/30/2011 1:17 pm
xAngelxBelowx
I'm coming home this weekend. I could visit if you would like and allow it.

It would be more convenient were my phone not dead. I will send you a text later when I get a chance, however, so you can have my number.
xAngelxBelowx Report | 08/30/2011 1:06 pm
xAngelxBelowx
....why are you scared of me knowing you live on a different campus....?
xAngelxBelowx Report | 08/30/2011 12:57 pm
xAngelxBelowx
Are you still at nku?
xAngelxBelowx Report | 08/30/2011 12:50 pm
xAngelxBelowx
I didn't learn the first handful of times and now I'm left unable to even try again; I have no will to.

If it's any consolation, they're no longer my friends. I misinterpreted what you said and I should have listened; I'm sorry. I would give anything I have left to try to change what happened. But as you and I both know, it doesn't work that way.
xAngelxBelowx Report | 08/30/2011 12:22 pm
xAngelxBelowx
I wish so too, with what little I have left. I wish I hadn't been so naive and as blind to things as I was. Now I have less to show for it than I did beforehand and nothing but regret to comfort me. Reap what I sow, eh?
xAngelxBelowx Report | 08/30/2011 10:20 am
xAngelxBelowx
I worry and I will continue to do so until I know that you are really okay. There were several moments when I was truly scared for you and I had no way to reach you and ease my mind.

I'm not sure if you're implying I got what I wanted; but I sure as hell didn't. All I recieved were mistakes, some disguised, some blatantly obvious. And, because they were my own choice, I have no choice but to deal with it and live with the regrets. It's been a long while since I've hit this low a point and it becomes increasingly worse day by day.

I miss you, Micah, I really do.
xAngelxBelowx Report | 08/29/2011 5:59 pm
xAngelxBelowx
I had a a strong, sinking feeling that something was severely wrong and you were in trouble somehow. I was scared something had happened to you.
xAngelxBelowx Report | 07/23/2011 1:05 pm
xAngelxBelowx
Micah, I am worried.
Alias Gwapo Report | 06/25/2011 3:44 pm
Alias Gwapo
Hi gesthle-sun .^^
...sorry that I've a terrible friend to you lately. I've been sooo busy lately, that I never have the time to talk to any of friends on here in gaia world. Sooo.... ,could you forgiven me? )
xAngelxBelowx Report | 06/23/2011 4:49 pm
xAngelxBelowx
I know it's a few days late and you probably don't want to hear from me but still; I wish you a happy belated birthday and I hope it went well and that you got lots of presents and cake and got to enjoy being another year older.

Aside from that, I hope all else is going well. I wish this was longer but I'm ending it here for lack of things to say.

Take care and be well,
Ash
 

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Gesthle and his trusty horse Durantem