ah im alright : more boy problems ugh hahaha. they think its funny to use me for three days while flirting with another girl they actually wanna date.
we need to find a better way of communication lol.
you should make a facebook! biggrin
for real tho lol.
what about you? howve you been love?
ah thanks (:
things are better now. he finally started talking to me and he is getting quieter now.
gah i havent been on in SO long.
ppl think joel likes me. and im not gunne lie
i kinda have a thing for him lol.
alot of ppl think he is antisocial and stuff but we used to talk all the time.
idk why he isnt talking as much. maybe he has something going on. idk.
sam yelled at me today sad
really pissed me off. he always looks for things to argue about cuz im catholic.
missed talkin to ya.
yeah i see what you mean.
when im serious, im mean lol.
your just like thios guy on my bus. named joel. when he is serious, we wont talk to me.
like he hasnt talked to me in the past 6 days
cause he thinks i like violated him or soemthing. but i only touched his hair. cuz its so curly. my other friends on the other hand
they pretty much violated him.
so now im getting punished and neither of them even ride the bus anymore.
and it really pisses me off.
lol but it was hurting people.
at least drawing people i loved most away from me.
now i just gotta stop slacking about practicing guitar.
i know whatcha mean. tired of routines. ive been being kinda crazy lately x)
im kinda always crazy tho.
like for real im probably the loudest and random and talkative person you will ever meet.
boy crazy too
no offense lol.
lol i have no idea! thats the thing. im trying to get back on track tho.
trying. i can only hope i try hard enough. maybe im just getting lazy with this whole high school idea idk.
but my slacking in everything really pisses me off and i feel so self centered and inconsiderate.
but im statrting to calm. why all this is happening is a mysterey to me lol. maybe its just a girl thing idk haha.