- Baby, all i ever wanted since that day i met you back in 2010, was to spend the rest of my life with you, I told myself i want to be part of you and start our own family. But i was never perfect nor romantic, I make you mad and hurt you emotionally, worst to make you even cry. I always tried my best to understand you baby, for the sake of us especially for you. Jacqui, I never grew tired doing things for you, never grew tired of loving you everyday as i live, everyday you are in my thoughts - I may be busy from work, not reply via email or sms but it has always been you, i brag you to people and show you off, i tell them how proud i am that youre the best employee working so hard and diligent - i tell them im the luckiest guy to have you, filling my life with love and joy. Our 2 years I have never regret anything - be it bad memories, quarrels and arguments. In fact, we may seem not compatible because we always fight, but Jacqui, the opposite always attract. I was so willing to let you control me and let you in my life to an extend this is what happened to me.
Jacqui, I know i have broke some promises, but i know one of those have always stood out until now. And that is, i love you forever and I will stay, and wait for you. FOREVER.. i will keep my promise of being faithful to you. forever it will always be you and only you. We may or may not end up together in this life, like I said, even if you get married and have kids, I will wait for you even if it means ill be the last man standing who cant be moved.
Always remember that in this world, there is one man who loves you so much with all his heart. If we cant be together in this life, then in our next life be it 50 or 100 years, if our paths cross again, i will make sure to make things right. I may have forgotten details of you and me, but I never forgot how much we love each other so deep, your love will always be with me, engraved inside me.
Baby, I have vowed not to get married for i have told myself it will only be you or i live myself alone as a bachelor, for I will re-live the dream we once shared even if it means, living a life and building a family of adopted kids without you. I love you always and forever, my princess -
- I'll be your shelter, Ill be your hope, your life, your breath.. - "