Hey to anyone interested. I'm a guy, I'm 22, I'm single, I'm a writer, a college student, as well as a poetry lover and if you want to know more about me then just ask.
oh gee look who was right about fishel being full of crap. also i think i've basically lost a friend because friends keep in contact with each other and emmett never talks to me. if he doesn't wanna talk to me that's fine i just wish he'd grow a pair and tell me. just like i wish fishel would grow a pair and admits he doesn't give 2 craps about me.
that stupid wimp. i went to his stupid kendo practice and he said we should do something this weekend and i told mel that yeah right just like halloween. oh no wait he did plan something, he planned to have me take him to see the men who stare at goats but since i don't wanna see that stupid movie we're doing nothing like i knew we would. i wish someone would fing talk to me. everybody either is too busy or just doesn't wanna. and aaron since he failed at convincing me to sleep with him he doesn't talk to me. i don't wanna be alone anymore but i don't have anybody to try and be with. i don't wanna have to sleep with a guy to get him to wanna spend time with me.
you know i go outta my way to go after only nice guys and where does it get me??? NOWHERE! at this point i give so little of a damn i'd make-out with emmett's friend tanner. i'm just so tired of waiting for a guy to get what i want.
i know! but what can i do?!?!? if i try to push him i'll push him away! i'm so close i know it!!! you have no idea how frustrated i am but i'm so close to having a real serious boyfriend
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