introduction of.... whatever

Hola! Guten Tag!

Hello and welcome to my sad little corner that is commonly refered as a profile. And for the record, I don't know how to spruce this thing up like other people, so this is what you get.


I love exploring human intellect, discovering other people's emotions and how they respond to the world around them. I am commanding, intense, perceptive, loyal, sarcastic, subtle, blunt, mystical, scientific, passionate, overbearing, playful, romantic, devoted, dictatorial, aloof, cruel, warm, lusty, annoying, protective, easily amused, hard to please, perverted, funny, deep, abstract reasoner, private first class space cadet, opinionated, soft, and spiritual.

I like being around and talking to friends, debating with them, finding out their views and emotional stand-points on any subject. I like my friends and yet at the same time I hate people in general. They confuse me.

I have a sick, twisted, morbid sense of humor (which only comes out if I know someone won't be offended by it). I love finding loopholes in laws, rules, foundations of society/civilization and exploiting their weaknesses.

I believe that as a society we have a need to place a bandage over what is wrong with us, instead of looking inside ourselves and figuring out why we hurt in the first place. I believe that the human race is in reality dying, because we spend more time looking at the external problems than internal: our greatest downfall. I believe that the working class is manipulated. I believe this is a nation of whores. I believe that there is a light that never goes out. I believe that the meaning of existance cannot be defined by religion or ideology. I believe we need to seperate church from state, the sooner the better. I believe that dosing kids with behavioral meds is NOT the way to go. I believe that the only way to truely solve something, we need to know the WHY part first. I believe the search for a physical immortality is a lie. I believe that my insanity is a symptom of my resistance to the ******** SYSTEM.

I know Jesus wasn't white. I know that knowledge is the key to power. I know that there is a huge difference between information and knowledge. I know that I am constantly seeing robots. I know that illegal business controls America. I know that history shows us again and again how nature points out the folly of man. I know that god is obsolete. I know that fascism has many disguises. I know that education is everywhere. I know that I'm not a role model. I know America eats its young while its towns kills its kids. I know that all media is hypnosis. And I know that most people really don't care either way.

I do not consider myself Pagan. I do not consider myself to be anything. I just am.

Yeah... that's it for my soapbox. For now.

Otherwise, Gay male. Libra/Scorpio. My Journal contains a character that I'm working on. Otherwise I enjoy role playing yaoi with anyone, that is hopefully long term.

One other thing, don't give me any friend requests if we haven't spoken before recently. I have a tendency of ignoring those who do so without first inquiring, and owning a blank profile. Stop that!

Things I like and enjoy:
Opals
Gemstones
Pugs (or pug hybrids)
Dragon figurines
Artwork
Swords
Pointy sharp objects
Final Fantasy
Role Playing
Vampire stories
Vampire the Masquerade
Laurell K. Hamilton's Merry Gentry series
Candles
Bonfires
Camping trips
Traveling
Watching anime and movies
Driving around aimlessly
Getting tattoos (when I have the money for them)
Wine tasting
Harry Potter (and yaoi fanfiction)
World History
Halloween
The turning colors of autumn
Gay/Bi individuals
Gay Pride parades/festivals
Good friends who I can cuddle with and ask nothing more
Tea and Coffee addict
Astrology
Sticky notes
Photography
Cinnomin Vanilla Latte
Gay Porn
Ceramics
Painting/Drawing
Henna
Reading banned books
Science Fiction
Fantasy
Men with green eyes, long black hair and a van dyke *drools*
Classical music
Poetry
Angel wings
Fairies
Jokes
Hope
Lighting things on fire
Natural insanity
Waterscapes
Fountains
Bio-Chemistry
Intellectual debate
Hugs
Puzzles
Tarot readings
Vanilla scent
Marital Aids
Soaking in a nice hot bath (with bubbles)



Things I dislike and can live without:
Kids who are afraid of nature
Talking in front of large groups of people
Extremely bubbly people
People who complain about their life instead of doing something to change it
Co-dependants
Sexist Pigs
Hard-core femenists
Running
Clingy boyfriends/girlfriends
Arrogant males
Spinelessness
Being controled
Being lied to
Adults who still think that they're teenagers
Twiggy girls who think that they are fat
Diets
Extremely ******** up individuals who think that they are better than you
Politics
People who use religion as a blank check to let them be asses
Narking (truth is people, we all ******** up. also, people in general are more ******** up than you know)
Dogma
Barriers
Walls
Lies and Bullshit
Clergy (don't even think about converting me to ANYTHING)
People who promote Hate
Lines
Rules
Laws that have no real reason to them
People who think that wrestling is real
People who think that roadeos are manly
Angst
Apathy
Generation X crap
Capitalism
Christian rock
College Republicans
Toadies
People who consider themelves or family "Elite"
Labels
Fat Phobia
Censorship
Decaf
Fast Food
Poseurs
Being told what to think
Behavioral medications
Mullets
Beef
Yuppies
McDonalds
the Media
A man having multiple wives because of the whole be fruitful and multiply crap, while for a woman to have multiple husbands is taboo
Society
Civiliztion
Boomers
Police states
Right-Wing radio
Patriarchy
People who have had sex with at least 6 people, and still are at it (this goes to both men and women)
Spam
the War on Drugs
Political Polls
Voting (people, our votes DO NOT elect the president. we are only the popular vote. it's the corupted electoral congress/college that choices... so STOP VOTING)
National Security
National Pride
Violence against women
Violence against children
Killing for "peace"
Brainwashing
Disappointing orgasms
People who define their "relationships" by sex