Happiness. Smiles. Hugs. Laughs.
The things I remember in the past.
Emotion. Smell. Sight. Touch.
Some of the things I miss so much.
Glory. Trust. protection. Love.
Never should I have had to shove.
Denial. Rebuke. Foreplay. Loss.
I never knew this would be the cost.
Fear. Emptyness. Fading. Tears.
Never again for any more years.
Guilt. Pain. Pressure. Stress.
I've ******** myself up into this mess.
My emotions and feelings will be no more,
For now and forever I'll close my door.
Forget me, forget everything,
And always I wish I'd never had to be.
My wings are gone, I am pinned down.
The heart I have remains in the ground.
I'd rather die than having loved, instead of never have spoken,
And so until I die, I will remain broken.