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Birthday: 12/01

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Hiyaz!


My name is Marnina.

I'm sixteenyears young.
My birfday is December first.
My favorite color is red.
I like to draw and stuff.
I'm pretty nice in my opinion.
I always want to help.
Honestly, I'm lazy to really think my 'about me' through.
Awkwarrrd, I don't know what else to say.
Talk to mee, I don't bite. (:

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ComradeCommissar1945 Report | 02/17/2011 6:30 pm
ComradeCommissar1945
She knows what I look like too. I'm glad she didn't break up with me when she saw me. I feel ugly yet she says I look cute.
ComradeCommissar1945 Report | 02/17/2011 6:16 pm
ComradeCommissar1945
Hahahaha. Thanks. She makes me so happy. Before her, I was planning on suicide. Taking an overdose on sleeping medication. But she saved me. When she finally told me she loved me, that fixed my broken heart. That's all I wanted, just love.
ComradeCommissar1945 Report | 02/17/2011 6:00 pm
ComradeCommissar1945
IT happened last month. Turns out that we've both loved each other for the same amount of time. We were just too afraid of the reaction of the other.
ComradeCommissar1945 Report | 02/17/2011 5:37 pm
ComradeCommissar1945
Well, I have a new girlfriend now. Life's okay I guess. I started smoking in November and just recently quit because of her. I'm glad to hear you're okay despite that incident with your friend.
ComradeCommissar1945 Report | 02/17/2011 5:21 pm
ComradeCommissar1945
Hey. Haven't seen you on in ages. How are you?
ComradeCommissar1945 Report | 11/10/2010 10:45 am
ComradeCommissar1945
I'm trying to get better. One step at a time.
ComradeCommissar1945 Report | 11/10/2010 3:55 am
ComradeCommissar1945
No. I don't love me ex anymore. She just drove me to the brink of insanity and actually drove me to attempt suicide twice. I love her cousin. I truly do. She's been one of my closest friend since 4th Grade. I had the chance to ask her out before all of this crazy s**t happened and I never did. Instead, I chose the anti-social one. The one that doesn't give a s**t about life in the outside world.
ComradeCommissar1945 Report | 11/09/2010 2:51 pm
ComradeCommissar1945
Yeah. But it's weird because about a month ago, I got into a huge fight with her cousin. I made her pretty much hate me, all for a relationship that wasn't going to last. I feel terrible for that. But, at leat we're friends again and at least I finally came out and told her that I loved her.
ComradeCommissar1945 Report | 11/09/2010 1:08 pm
ComradeCommissar1945
I tried to explain my problems to her and she would just laugh it off or try to change the subject. I don't understand. And she wonders why I was so depressed all the time? It was because of sh*t like that. I felt alone. My ONLINE friends talk to me and seem to love me more than my real life friends. Also, I kinda did something that was really awkward for me. Don't get me wrong, I loved my ex-girlfriend and I would never cheat on her but, I kinda told her cousin that I loved her yesterday. You know, more than a friend.
ComradeCommissar1945 Report | 11/08/2010 9:32 pm
ComradeCommissar1945
She broke up with me for, and I quote, my "depressive behavior." Don't get me wrong, every time I saw her, I was so happy. I loved her so much it was just, she never called me. She never even bothered to send me a message over the internet saying that she loved me or anything like that. That is what triggered my depressive behavior. Feeling ignored and unloved. And then I started cutting to take my emotional pain away. All I wanted was a little love and attention.

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