Eyes of Paranoia

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About : HEY! im 14 years old and in the 9th grade. I love story writing and poems. Also i am a hudge book fane but not quite as much as the internet. And as you have most likly seen i am a HORRIBLE speller! :) Heres a thing i wrote one day when i was bored hope u like it..........................................................................................................................I guess the best place to begin is at the beginning. It started out as such a normal day. Mom, Dad and me were all in our little conaro and heading to the mall that was about a half an hour away from where we lived in the city. I was an only child and everyone always felt sorry for me. I never minded. I had no friends and me parents were seldom around because they were lawyers so I was use to being alone. When they were around they would always nag me about how I dressed and blame that on me having no friends. I was sort of gothic. I dressed like it and read the kind of books they read and wrote darkish poetry, but I wasn’t really. I didn’t hate the world or think that it was such an evil and depressing place. People just assumed I was like that because I was quite. It really gets on my nerves when people just assume things before getting to know you, but when they do most often than not they start to spread rumours. So I tended to keep to myself. Today was no exception. I was quietly looking out the window of the back seat listening to my iPod and watching the trees stream by like green blobs, as my parents talked about my dark appearance in the front seat.

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MakeMe -Vertigo- Report | 07/26/2008 10:40 am
MakeMe -Vertigo-
zOMG PETEY! i misses you soooooo muchded! *sniffles* i wan you to come home toooo meeeee! <3 <3
bud i hope you art havink fun!
She Devil of the Sun Report | 07/13/2008 6:56 pm
She Devil of the Sun
lol, im ading a comment cuz im trying to raise gold to pimp my avi...its hailey by da way...i changed my name
MakeMe -Vertigo- Report | 07/06/2008 1:39 pm
MakeMe -Vertigo-
Guess what?
...

<<Please don't ask me how
I ended up at my wits end and breaking down
Pages torn from books we never read
Because we're plugged into this grid
Don't pull this plug right now or then we'd really have to live

When i die will they remember not what i did but what i haven't done?
It's not the end that i fear with each breath, it's life that scares me to death

When we build these dreams on sand
How they all slip through our hands
This might be our only chance

Let's take this one day at a time
I'll hold your hand if you hold mine
The time that we kill keeps us alive

Your words won't save me now
I'm at the edge feeling the sweat drip from my brow
Get a grip on yourself is what they say
Every hour every day
Hands over my ears, i've been screaming all these years

When i die will they remember not what i did but what i haven't done?
It's not the end that i fear with each breath, it's life that scares me to death

When we build these dreams on sand
How they all slip through our hands
This might be our only chance

Let's take this one day at a time
I'll hold your hand if you hold mine
The time that we kill keeps us alive

We came in search of answers
We left empty handed again
Shots fired into the sky are now returning
Where the ******** will you hide?

Hiding from the laughter in the closet of our lives
But the door hinges are squeaking letting in thin shards of light
And now a hand's extending outward, quiet comfort they invite
Do we dare take what they offer, do we step into the light?

When i die will they remember not what i did but what i haven't done?
It's not the end i fear with each breath, it's life that scares me to death

When we build these dreams on sand
How they all slip through our hands
This might be our only chance

Let's take this one day at a time
I'll hold your hand if you hold mine
The time that we kill keeps us alive>>


Awesome song!! ^^
Musical_Phrase Report | 06/26/2008 8:57 pm
Musical_Phrase
HIYA!!!!!
MakeMe -Vertigo- Report | 06/02/2008 4:35 pm
MakeMe -Vertigo-
Guess what?

<<Sometimes life seems too quiet
Into paralyzing silence
Like the moonless dark
Meant to make me strong

Familiar breath of my old lies
Changed the color in my eyes
Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me

Left alone with only reflections of the memory
To face the ugly girl that's smothering me
Sitting closer than my pain
He knew each tear before it came
Soon He will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow last through this night
I'll take this piece of You
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As You flew right through me

And we kiss each other one more time
And sing this lie that's halfway mine
The sword is slicing through the question
So I won't be fooled by his angel light

Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me
And up into the stars

Joy will come>>

^^FAWESOME SONG!!
MakeMe -Vertigo- Report | 04/28/2008 1:42 pm
MakeMe -Vertigo-
sorry to say, but your spelling worse than sux. =]
that la test for the novel was pretty easy, didnt you think??
easy peasy lemon squeezy!
MakeMe -Vertigo- Report | 04/23/2008 6:54 pm
MakeMe -Vertigo-
I know! *cries* *sniff*
I'll try to stop. =[
MakeMe -Vertigo- Report | 04/22/2008 7:33 pm
MakeMe -Vertigo-
umm i suppose. Petey, you are ALWAYS the creeper. hehe lub you neways!! <3
Korny Kisses Report | 04/17/2008 5:45 pm
Korny Kisses
COMMENT! ehehe!
MakeMe -Vertigo- Report | 04/04/2008 6:19 pm
MakeMe -Vertigo-
dear god, petey...
i thought your speling was bad in la class...???
and it kinda sounds like rebel angles, the sweet far thing..etc etc
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