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If it really is.
Oh. That sucks. Was he your white buffalo?
It's okay. I randomly go on my ex's fb and smile at how much better my life is than his. 4laugh
And that's great!!! I'm happy for you. <333
Well, I started dating another guy. Non-virgin. He's smart, funny, and handsome. He's a chemical engineering major. However, there is problems. He's just really confusing, and I'm trying my hardest not to like him because this relationship has an expiration date quickly approaching. He's graduating in June and moving to Texas in August. I don't think I'm staying the Summer down here. My parents tell me to ride the ride, go with the flow and just appreciate it for what it is. However, it kind of goes against everything I am. I always thought that dating is to be in a relationship long term, and that sex was something special...or should be. I asked this question of my bestie about why can't sex be special and his response was this, "Is every-time you eat special? No. Sometimes you eat steak and sometimes you eat a hamburger. Right now this is a hamburger." ... eek Also I always want for him to think I am smart or funny, however, my mouth doesn't get the memo. I'm not able to articulate what I am thinking and end up looking stupid, which is mortifying. He doesn't really text or try to strike up a conversation on the phone. It's mostly just us trying to schedule when we are meeting. I'm not really a "worldly woman" so I don't know how to talk to him about all this. I don't know how to say that I hope it is more than just...sex. emo
How are you, hubby?