*sigh* Its alright. Wish i had u in my arms just to hold u, tho. It really sucks, and i think i may be in denial about this whole thing, so im just keeping myself occupied with work and such. Still its only a matter of time until i finally break down in grief.
I've really missed you so much. And matter of fact, this is the first tiem in awhile that i could actually log on without any problems, Im so glad...for now. Sicne then, ive been on deviant art drawing alot of stuff.