Whoever she was to you, it is gone now. I don't know why she chose this, but I am sure there was a great reason. I am not her, I am...me. What that means exactly I will have to learn over time. If her forgetting hurt you, know that she is sorry. She is sorry for me too. In my note to new me, she said
"Living is hard work, joy and pain don't always cancel each other out. And a life time of good deeds never wipe away a bad one."
She said other things, but they are for my eyes only. As unfeeling as this may sound, I know I am not obligated to talk, befriend or love who she once loved. I get to make my own life. Still, my name is Eden Asher, and that's something to be proud of. But you can call me EA.