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hi>_<..... my name is brianna... but my friends call me sammy or marns..... my life is like no others... and it sucks.... but theres one person in my life that makes it all better when im down and when i need help or when im bored..... CAROLINE<333..... i love that girl... and if anything happen to her i dont know what i would do..... well i do kn ow qhat i would do.. cause ive planned it.... carolines like my sister and theres no other mister... (lol).... shes MY LIFE...... love ya...<33!11111...... well i love hanging out with my friends, drawing and writing poerty.....-XsammyX
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Dear Diary,
Her mom rushed over to her and grabbed her tight.Brianna freeked out and was like,STOP TOUCHING ME, WHY DOES EVERYONE ALWAYS HAVE TO TOUCH ME.Her mom yelled brianna dont you talk to me like that, get over here.Brianna just walked away and went up to her room.When brianna got up to her room she pulled out a little book.That night brianna wrote in the book Dear Diary, Today i was supposed to go get a phsyical with my mom.But i didnt want to because i still had scares on my wrist from the other night when my mom came home drunk.But w.e.tonight was the worst night of my life, instead of going to get my phsyical i desided to get raped.I was so scared.I didnt know what to do.He was so big and i was only 8.I tolled him to stop like a million times.but he wouldnt listen.It hurt so much.its like he was ripping me open inside.i wanted it to stop.There was blood everywhere.He didnt care that i was getting hurt.He wouldnt stop so i just layed there crying waiting for it to be over.After that the phone rang.and he stoped.when he got off me,i couldnt move the pain was to strong.But i had to get out of there, so i tried to get up, it was painful but i had to.i ran out of the house and he tried to run and get me but i was to close to people.when i got home my mom was in shock.she didnt even notice the blood dripping down my leg.I just went up to my room and took a razor and sliced my wrist.Hey, my names brianna, basically my journal is about life and what happens, even s**t that isnt suposed to happen.... im not scared to let other people know whats going on in my life inless its serious.... but i dont really have alot of emotions and
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