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Last Login: 12/06/2019 9:51 am

Registered: 08/10/2016

Gender: Male

Location: UK, England.

Birthday: 06/20/1997

Occupation: Unemployed

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The Dragon Gamer's Journal Of Emotions.

This Journal, will Be based, On my Daily Emotions, Also Thoughts, Experiences, As well as anything I could possible think of. Yet It may a Bit too Serious, A Bit confusing. But It depends on what I think at the time.

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Update 06/12/2019 You Ever Get that feeling when you're out of place or out of touch, that you feel like you shouldn't be there, or existing, or even doing anything? Yeah, I got that feeling not long ago. But its fine.

I'm just someone that doesn't know what I'm doing is all, I do what I do because its how I am, But besides that I dunno, I'm just feeling rather depressed, so decided to update here.

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Personal Information Below.


Age: 22
Personal Name: Josh/Joshua
Education: None
Job Status: Unemployed
Life Status: Video Gamer (Will Be Updated)
"I seek the answers, I look for the Questions I say...are all doubting, for more but time has changed, yet I will go on."
I Absolutely Adore Dragons, Yet I'm The Serious, Emotional Type, Sensitive type. Yet I have my own Problems, Issues, just like everyone else.
(Most information has been moved to the About Myself, Read there to know more about me.)


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About Myself.

So as you know my name is Joshua, I am 22 years old, Straight, I am a guy who likes to be rather dirty, yet also a very serious, emotional, shy person that just doesn't know what to say at times, besides every thought that is on my mind.

Sure I ain't the best when it comes to explaining, I can be very Negative, since it runs in me, but I also try to help out whoever I can, because that's who I am in real, I'm a lazy, shy, yet scared guy who doesn't want to hurt anyone, scare anyone off.

Sure I look menacing, creepy, but I like the dark vibe, as well as trying to look "Cool" Because yep. Its how I am, I don't meant to outsmart anyone or look better than others, I just go by what I like most.

Yet my irl life consists of me being on this, just chilling out, or trying to if I wasn't living with my alcoholic parents still, yet I am a single man that no one will ever want to love, because I find myself as a fraud, a Failure, a Idiot at most.

Besides that I just help others regardless of how I feel, because honestly irl I could careless about me, I know that'll put pressure on people that visit my profile, but I just want to make friends, socialize, hopefully find someone that well likes me more than a friend, yet what's the possibility of that happening you know?

I always wonder stuff at times, I always question my own self, because I want to do better, not for me, but for everyone, yet if you do have anything to ask, just PM me, seriously its alright if you don't get me, or understand me, because I don't even understand myself.

Yet I'm always thinking too far ahead, people wonder why I would think such a thing, yet even I don't know, I just go with what I know, what I can understand from myself, Yet I know this is personal information, but I'm someone with Severe Anxiety, Depression, Also Paranoia, a Few that I haven't had checked yet, such as ADD/ADHD.

And I'm Someone who hates Violence, hardly goes out my comfort zone, So If I ever do, please don't hate me for doing so, I'm only trying is all, Its all I can do.

If I do talk about my personal stuff, just take it as it is, believe me, because I just want people to understand my life, how much fear I've been in for the past serveral Years.

Yet I can not add anyone who is younger than 18, Why? Law reasons, if I do so I could end up in Jail, For serveral years. Sorry if I can't be your friend, for them that are younger, struggling with life situations, stuff, but I'd rather not spend half my life in prison.

Yet if anyone does read this, I thank you for taking your time to know more about myself, yet if anyone is able to I'd like you to get my story out there, because I for one have no clue how long I have left to live, with multiple lung pains, heart pains, breathing issues, irl I don't know how long I got left, what I do know though is that I just want to help others, become a hero, become known for being someone who just wanted to help others, stop violence, hatred sure I may be putting my life on the line.

But I'll risk it all to stop them who thinks being spiteful, mean is good, even if its words, I'd still give it my all, I'll protect my friends, protect anyone who's being bullied, because I've been down that path, I've had a lot worse than what you can imagine, time only knows how much I've suffered.

Additional Info About Myself


So I've always been Very Negative, Even as a Kid, yet I've gone through lots of Childhood Abuse, as well at Schools, College, Even to Myself. Since I Used to Self Harm, I used to Cry on a Daily basis, yet now I can hardly do so.

Yet I've always been someone who's done things alone, I'm like a Dark Hero, Except always hiding that darkness inside because I want to make sure people are alright, because I'm used to my suffering, yes this is rather negative on its own, "Edgy" If you will.

But I can feel everything, Because I'm over-sensitive, as well as Over-Emotional. Its what makes myself me, yet I don't personally hate anyone, don't see any reason to do so.

And I can be Rather Weird at times, making no sense making people confused to who I am, making them worry about me for no reason, Yet I've never talked highly of myself, sure I may seem like that sort of guy to do so, but I never do.

I've lived most of life with my Alcoholic Parents, a Very Serious, Loyal Family, which is why I always go with respect over word.

Yet I always push my own self to a point where its causing me to suffer more than I should, because I always think that I deserve to suffer, or I deserve worse.
 

List of What

Proof that I am a Legend. (I Wish.)

  • Lawn Gnome Clipper[122]
  • Pink Flamingo Fighter[125]
  • Air Fluff Deflater[131]
  • Garlic Picker[134]
  • Skeeter Squasher[137]
  • Laceback Bootsnake Skinner[140]
  • OMG That Hurt[143]
  • Clutch Holder[146]
  • Clutch Snatcher[147]
  • Cherry Fluff Victor[149]
  • Cherry Fluff Champion[150]
  • Taiko Drum Banger[152]
  • Ghost Lantern Dim[155]
  • Kokeshi Doll Trickster[158]
  • Kokeshi Doll Reveler[159]
  • Kokeshi Doll Rioter[160]
  • Outlaw Pup Blaster[167]
  • Buzz Saw Splitter[170]
  • Gnoman's Land[222]
  • Two Docks One Lake[226]
  • I Can Almost Touch the Stars[229]
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Mottos/Quotes

"Don't be a Liar, Otherwise I'll make sure you don't live to see another day."

"You ain't even seen the worse of a nightmare, because now I'm only just getting started!"