About
My Story;
When I was brought into this world. I almost died of Strep in my blood. my father never came to my Birth, even despite the circumstances. despite my complications Mentally at that age. Being of Fragile mentality, at age Five he left me and my Recently Crecened Terminally Ill mother. Leaving me to care for her as an In home nurse, and raise myself. I had no friends up until high school. I was teased harshly. and beaten up on a daily basis in Middle school. Sometimes so badly Id cough up blood or pee it. I spent all my time studying. Advancing my knowledge. Achieving a genius intellect by age 8. Books such "as a Brief history of time", "The Catcher in the Rye", "The Divine Comedy" and "The Odyssey" blessed my bedside. I went through puberty at age 9. the only Father figure I ever knew died in my arms at age 11. At age 13 I went through a Mental Breakdown and attempted suicide for the First of three times. After I survived, With a new calling in my life. Seeing it in a different light. Knowing that Id miss dearly what I would lose. I decided to try to change the world the next night. To change others lives for the better. Let them see what I saw. After I survived taking a whole bottle of Xanax and a 100 proof Vodka. I felt I had a Calling. and Some kind of 'God' like being had a reason for me to live. So I devoted my life to changing the world. Making it a better place. I started my Secret Society known as the Brotherhood. and became Capt. Black Friday. Six Years later I have stayed steadfast. Working on a way to change the world. Especially working on designs for advanced technology; that I plan to change the world with. Devices such as Force fields, Invisibility devices, pulse and energy weaponry, Perpetual energy generators, Hover tech, Time & Space manipulation, Physical enhancement exoskeletons, Advanced medical equipment and Genetics Research etc. My most Previous Breakdown/Suicide Attempt was New years eve, 2012 after a Girl whom I loved for Eight years, left me for another man. I am 19 now. 28 relationships later. Being Cheated on. Abandoned. Replaced. I have given up on love mostly. Becoming Asexual. Other then that Im in College on an Eight year plan getting a Doctorate in Physics. Planning to become a Theoretical physicist to complete my planned tasks. and Change the world. I've vowed my life to this Goal. and I plan to stay with it. No matter what. What drives me is with me. My Muse. My love. My reason. Purpose for living. Is all I need. To fuel me. To make me into a Logical Juggernaut. It wont be too long now until I shall achieve perfection.
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