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Aquanautic Artist Report | 01/01/2011 7:12 pm
Aquanautic Artist
Hiya!!!! Long time no talk! Whats up?!
Chikiru Uchiha Report | 02/13/2009 10:51 pm
Chikiru Uchiha
nope, no pics yet.....but Liz said I could borrow her web cam so I could see him...just gota figure out if he has a web cam >.>........oh and tell JP to cheer up cuz It's almost convention time!!!!I've done alot of research on what's going on withvthat and I will be send ing the info to you soon...like maybe tommarow and I will need to you to get it out to the people that need to see it....is that ok? then just report back to me with what everyone said....it'll have some directions on it of some kind......oh and while in the hospital, I developed a liking for Ben 10:alien force(Kevin <3)........disturbing no?But they were having a marathon and that was the only thing on and...and....ah damn it >.<
Chikiru Uchiha Report | 02/02/2009 2:05 pm
Chikiru Uchiha
nothin.......kinda hooked up with my friend off mabi, Ryu, he's 14 but damn.....he's acts more mature then adonis!....butit's good because then I can spend sometime on my own after highschool while I wait for Ryu to graduate.......still sorting out some problems with Ashwin(he's been acting so weird lately) I swear to god I think he's freaking jealous of ryu! He did the same thing when I was with Gerald! He started treating me terribly(you know how 5 yearold boys treat girls they like) and everytime I even mentioned Ryu's name he gets all angry and starts insulting me and him just out of the blue...........talk about a freakin late bloomer!but a little too late, I'm taken and he rejected my offer in freshmen year so I guess he's just going to have to deal with being alone......he made his own bed after all........oh what am I talking about....it has to be something else up with him but I haven't figured it out yet >.>;.......so is JP ok with LOM(elloem?, eloemn?, ellowmn?, elohymn?, hellohim?) and did ya check out the site I gave ya? X}
Chikiru Uchiha Report | 01/30/2009 8:13 pm
Chikiru Uchiha
oh let me guess......JP confessed his undyeing love for you? lol or something like that....that why you guys are off together talking about it? ;P
Chikiru Uchiha Report | 01/29/2009 5:34 pm
Chikiru Uchiha
nene....sooooooooo.....whats the latest news in the world of my favorite little homicidal manic? <3 *stares at you* O>O
oh and looky here>>>>>>>http://www.arigatomina.com/downloads/djs/naruto/index.html
Chikiru Uchiha Report | 01/23/2009 10:51 pm
Chikiru Uchiha
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................applesauce >X}
Chikiru Uchiha Report | 01/15/2009 8:42 pm
Chikiru Uchiha
you know......changing my avatar cheers me up sometimes >.> <.<.......just thought I'ld lay that out there XD.......nvm don't listen to me *dies* X.x
Chikiru Uchiha Report | 01/13/2009 10:53 pm
Chikiru Uchiha
omg!I finaly got my computer to stop being such a b***h to me and I'm on gaia finaly! Like the new avi?......but down to more serious matters.....realy? you don't love her anymore? why?(just curious) and it wasn't realy Mrs. Lachuga....I tried to stay away a bit more because I didn't want to ruin your thing with racheal and hoped that maybe if I stayed out of it, then you could just forget about me and you two could focus completly on eachother...........I guess my master plan failed anyway Y>Y;.........but you haven't told rach this yet have you?boy is that going to throw her for a loop >.>........what can I do to help you not cutt and eat properly?I can't take you home and stuff you in my closet(and believe me, if I could....I would XD).........tell me what to do to make it go away T.T....obviously what I've been doing so far has only made things worse and it's pretty obvious that my first advice is to like...stop doing those things -_-;....but somehow I don't think that's going to work so you tell me what to do?.....but is the main causer of pain racheal or your mom?...if it's your mom then I highly doubt that whether your with me or with racheal it will make a difference in how she veiws it........in anycase, to be honest, today, outside of school after music ministrey, the only thing I could think in my mind was how beautiful you were, so pale, with dark hair......next to JP your skin almost seemed to glow...it was....astounding.....brit, I don't think you realy understand how pretty you are and it's a shame because you realy are god-awful gorgeous...........course, I've been told the same thing and I still don't believe them either so whatever >.>;...........damn, what to do....well first things first, we need to get you to eat and take care of yourself.....the cutting, I'm not to worried about since there not that noticable and not life threatening but anorexia is!you want your hair to fall out?...next, what is your grandma doing to get you out of there?and what exactly is your mom doing to you over there? would you be able to stay with ony of your sisters?or is that a bad question?who else lives in the house except you and your mom?.....next, eventualy, you have to tell Racheal....or hide from her for the rest of your life.......if you ment what you said then eventualy the relationship is going to fall apart at the seems and it doesn't matter what you do; she's going to be hurt either way but the quicker you do it, honestly, the less it's going to hurt for the both of you........admiting to a lie you told someone a week ago is lot easier and less painfull then admitting to a lie that you had affirmed as true up till now for over a year or so.......you know what I mean?.....if you change your mind about her though, please tell me so I know what the situation is cuz otherwise it gets so confusing >.<.........thats what realy hurts....when you don't tell me stuff or let me know how your realy doing....and when daniel and jason know but you won't tell me........that KILLS me.........but it's my own damn fault...just like it's my own damn fault I'm posting this to you at 2 o'clock in the mourning when I should be sleeping XD.........just tell me what to do to make you happy....I swear I will do ANYTHING that you say....whatever it takes, your worth it to me, and I don't say that lightly either........anyway goodnight~<3*huggs*.....*passesout on keyboard* X.x
Chikiru Uchiha Report | 01/07/2009 9:19 pm
Chikiru Uchiha
I shouldn't put stuff like that on a comment page anyway when racheal might get an account and read it someday.......I never intended to say that stuff as an acualy reply to your message but i guess it just turned out that way and by the time I thought about it...it was too late....T>T;......
Chikiru Uchiha Report | 01/07/2009 9:15 pm
Chikiru Uchiha
I'm sorry...I shouldn't say such things when you have racheal by your side.....just delete the coment.....it'll only make things more complicated and hurt you in the process.......it's selfish of me and I wasn't thinking.........

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