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I'm 19 and live in Montana. And no we don't still ride horses to school for those of you still wondering. I am a trans and go by the name Kristopher but Kris for short. I love horseback riding, hiking, camping, snowboarding and skiing, pretty much anything outdoors. I love to draw and write stories and poems in my free time. I love chi tea. One of my favorite hot drinks. ^^ I'm always willing to try knew things, sometimes to my regret, and just experiencing new things. I love the theatre and messing around on the catwalk. And building the sets for plays. I love history though I can't remember it worth crap but I find it interesting to read how people way back when shaped the world today. Some of my hobbies are sitting outside and just star gazing, drinking hot chocolate in the morning as I watch the sunrise and hanging with friends having a good time. I am very much into nature and I love all four seasonings. I'm always willing to listen to people rant and rave and try to help them out. Even if you are a stranger, if you need an ear to talk to then I'm here. I'm romantic and love to be cheesy to those I date. I like making my friends happy and being there for them. I don't have a religion but nor do I scorn any. I am very opened mind and understanding person. Sometimes though I scare myself.

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Favorite Quotes:
However mean your life is, meet it and live it: do not shun it and call it hard names. Cultivate poverty like a garden herb, like sage. Do not trouble yourself much to get new things, whether clothes or friends. Things do not change, we change. Sell your clothes and keep your thoughts. God will see that you do want society.
Henry David Thoreau

Be not the slave of your own past. Plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and swim far, so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power, with an advanced experience that shall explain and overlook the old.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

The irrationality of a thing is no argument against its existence, rather a condition of it.
Friedrich Nietzsche

"Guys, I'm drinking Jolt. In about 3 minutes, my reaction time is going to exceed twice that of normal men. Steal another fry, I break your fingers."
- Unknown

"The day we lose our need for dreams is the day the human race forfeits its soul."
-John Chiam

No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted.
Aesop, The Lion and the Mouse

Short is the joy that guilty pleasure brings.

Talk sense to a fool and he calls you foolish.

The greatest harm can result from the best intentions.
~Stone of Tears

All that we see or seem, Is but a dream within a dream.
-Edgar Allan Poe

Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those I had to kill because they ticked me off.

"It requires wisdom to understand wisdom: the music is nothing if the audience is deaf."
-Walter Lippman

"I am ready to meet my maker. Whether my maker is prepared to meet me is another matter."
-Winston Churchill

"The darkness that surrounds us cannot hurt us. It is the darkness in your own heart you should fear."

"We strive to destroy the evil around us. Yet, we often forget that there is no light without darkness, nor darkness without light. Perhaps a plant it the best analogy. A plant realizes that too little light is deadly, but it also knows that too much light is equally deadly. It is the balance of the two that makes the world."

“Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music.”

“The thing about a hero, is even when it doesn't look like there's a light at the end of the tunnel, he's going to keep digging, he's going to keep trying to do right and make up for what's gone before, just because that's who he is.”

Favorite Books:

The Name of the Wind By: Patrick Rothfuss

Pillars of the World By:Anne Bishop

Black Jewel Trilogy By: Anne Bishop

Hunter's Blades Trilogy (and the other series) By: R.A Salvatore

The Shack By: William P. Young

Kushiel's Dart (and all the other books) By: Jacqueline Carey

Blackwood Farm (and most of her other books) By: Anne Rice

What Love Means To You People By: NancyKay Shapiro

Drawing Blood ( and every single other book down by this person) By: Poppy Z. Brite

I could go on but I'll stop at those ones. ^^ If you have any questions on these books I would be happy to answer them. Or if you want a good book to read just contact me in pms or comment on my profile. Hopefully I'll be able to give you a nice read.

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You are a Chibi Seme!
You are the seme in disguise. Able to fit in and get along with uke and seme alike, you are able to get close to the uke on their level before exerting your dominance. This makes you at times manipulative and able to fool others about your true seme nature. Because of your harmless appearance, it takes the flamboyantly gay Flaming Uke to match wits and really bring out your aggressive side to expose you for the seme that you are. <br>
Most compatible with: Flaming Uke, Badass Uke
Least compatible with: Dramatic Uke
What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at, or find merchandise here.

Sinful & Sexy
only one love partner? just one slave? hell no! you live for the excitement of having more than one person to satisfy.
but you never pass up a challenge to use ur skills of seduction. if they're don't even bother.

Manipulative Submissive/Uke
Heh, you're that type of guy/ who really should be dominant, but prefers to take it up the....uhm. You're the one smirking when your dominant lover wraps you in an embrace, or goading your lover on in sex, and you like bossing people around - and being bossed around.
Perfect Match:
Needy Seme. You have something to give, boss, love and fullfill to him/her. They have insecurities which match your advantages.
Crappest Match:
Content seme. Borrrrrring. He/she doesn't have any insecurities to take advantage of, and it's just boring.



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Moon_Ray2 Report | 06/07/2010 6:34 pm
lol cool i am trying to raise some mor egold on here to get my checkered nightmare XD i have 337k almost there but not quite i need 400k XD
i love dogs and all animals i guess i would have to where i am working kinda requires it XD
Moon_Ray2 Report | 06/07/2010 6:24 pm
XD i have done way more than that..ik i hat eit when girls are like i kissed a girl i am bi and then u date them and they are like i dont want to do anymore...i said to one girl then u arent bi u are just straight with a fedish for girls lips XD she slapped me it pissed me off so i punched her and walked away XD
so what are u up 2?
Moon_Ray2 Report | 06/07/2010 6:15 pm
cool just like me XD
srry i had to ask your avi gave u away to a point XD
Moon_Ray2 Report | 06/07/2010 6:12 pm
yeah XD i send random friends requests and then get to know people XD
so u are gay or bi??
Moon_Ray2 Report | 06/07/2010 5:52 pm
thanks your avi is cool XD
i am good hbu?
xX ArchAngels Sin Xx Report | 05/25/2010 11:02 pm
xX ArchAngels Sin Xx
yeah just wanted to check some stuff. but hey babe how's my stud doing ?
Xx_Fallen Spirit_xX Report | 05/04/2010 4:35 pm
Xx_Fallen Spirit_xX
^-^ glad to be back, I'd forgotten how much i missed this place.
XLittleMsKillJoyX Report | 04/12/2010 7:57 pm
heart heart !!!
XLittleMsKillJoyX Report | 04/06/2010 6:55 pm
Tried and you?? :3
XLittleMsKillJoyX Report | 04/05/2010 6:15 am
*hugz* :3

Often it is the most deserving people who cannot help loving those who destroy them.

Two best friends.