deity of crystals

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Last Login: 10/12/2013 7:52 pm

Registered: 10/22/2008

Gender: Male

Birthday: 11/01/1994


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O' dancing flame
It's such a same
Soon you'll burn out
This I do not doubt

O' dancing spark
You brighten what's dark
And help me see
That there's more to me

O' dancing ember
Soon you'll simmer
And once you leave
Should I breathe

O' dancing fire
Consume all you desire
And you start to burn
When we'll I learn

O' dancing smoke
No need for me to choke
You've cleansed this planet
Just like I planned it
It's both funny and sad
Cause they really don't know
As I laugh and smile
It's the perfect show

A great masquerade
Behind a flawless mask
An ingenious facade
That just seems to last
I write to suffer
I write to feel
I write when I think
That nothing is real

I write when I'm down,
And alone in my bed
I write out the thoughts
Buzzing in my head

I write out of fear
I write out of love
I write out of heartache
To the spirits above

I write when in pain,
Sometimes for joy
I play with each word
As if it were a toy

I write some blank pages
I write on my skin
I just write all over
My soul within

Written with blood
Carved into stone
Listing my sins
So I may atone

I write in poetry
I write in prose
I write when I'm nothing,
When my emptiness grows

I write to exist,
And to disappear
I write when enveloped
By nothing but fear

I write to speak,
Let my voice be heard
I write to express
Every powerful word

I write for breath
I write for me
I write so that others
Can see what I see

I write when hot tears
Cascade down my face
I write in frustration
Against life's rapid race

I write when my heart
Is pounding in my ears,
When emotions run high,
When shedding my tears

I write to laugh
I write to cry
I write to live
I write to die

I write when I'm floating
On the lightest whim
I pour my heart out
Instead of cutting a limb
I felt for you...
Deeper than I felt for myself
I cared for you...
More than I could have believed possible

I let my guard down
Giving you my all
Wishing more than anything
To be yours mind and soul

But one minute
A mere second
Changed it all
Made me rethink my life

I loved you
I needed you
I felt complete
In your presence

This leaves me so confused
Makes me wonder if it's worth it...
If I deserve this at all...
Do I...really matter anymore?

I feel betrayed...
Rip their limbs and break their bones...
Devour their minds and make them drones...
Slice their veins and drink their blood...
Cut their tongues and watch them flood...

Is here!
Is gone!
Is dead!
Is left!

This is my night!
My night!
This is my night!
My night!

Butcher their lives and make them alive...
Open their minds and make them dive...
Pull their teeth and make them crack...
Pull at them and see if they attack...

Life will never help you...
It has left you for all eternity...
You will squerm in the dark...
Now you have strayed to far...

Is here!
Is gone!
Is dead!
Is left!

This is my night!
My night!
This is my night!
My night!

Their screams make me smile widely...
Their shivers make me smirk insanely...
Their blood makes me lustfully mad...
Their eyes make me squerm pathetically...

Is here!
Is gone!
Is dead!
Is left!

This is my night!
My night!
This is my night!
My night!

This is my night!
My night!
This is...

As the tears of a loved one fall to the ground
I could hear my heart cry out for help
wanting to grasp love with in a second
wanting to live once again
but with no one to grasp the sadden heart
it slowly disolves
leaving only an empty body
nothing more then a sadden cry for life
and now a lonley heart has ended
I dream of a world that's in every dream
A world were you see a face with a beam
A world were there is no lie
A world were only those who wish it die
A world were love isn't a thing of the past
Were its eternal and will forever last
i build walls,walls that protect, walls that shield, walls that say i shall not yield or reveal who i am or how i really feel, i build walls that hide,walls that cover whats inside, walls that stare or smile or look away, silent lie from the tears i might have cried, i build walls, walls that never let touch the ones i truly love so very much,walls that need to fall!,walls walls meant to be a fortress is a prison after all
War and sadness is all you need
To destroy your life in misery
You might see a father stapled to a bed
Then burned alive,toe head
Soon enough you will see the misery
that lies in me,or you
This all sadness in love and war
And after that you lose what you love more
So pay attention to what love
Or you might see your self falling from above
Take care,farewell, say goodbye
Because sooner or later your going to die

my view on friends
FAKE FRiENDS: don't ask for food
REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we ******** up... but that s**t was fun"

FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry.
REAl FRiENDS: cry with you

FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAl FRiENDS: keep your s**t so long they forget its yours.

FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you.
REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds a** that left you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"

FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile.
REAl FRiENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAl FRiENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "b***h drink the rest of that you know we don't waste s**t."

FAKE FRiENDS: will talk s**t to the person who talks s**t about you.
REAl FRiENDS: Will knock them the f**k out

my view on comedy
its only funny untill some1 gets hurt, then its hularious

my views on girls
u gotta love em
u cant live with them but no1 can live without them
they always win no matter what even if they lose

my view on racism
its not racist if its not nice

my views on the world
the best part is there r girls to look at the worst parts some girls help us kill each other, and the world is so big its not that easy to control or take over smile , even when theres no where else to go no where else to turn nothing left to destroy we still find a way to fight a war that has nothing to do with us or that is sincless violence but u know what? i like it to bad it sucks sad .


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