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Last Login: 09/14/2021 2:13 am

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Birthday: 05/21


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my site

my site where you do and say what you want. will post trivia and if write win gaia gold.

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This is me!

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im 19 and single
i love hiking
i hate hypocryts
i hate liers
i love tacos
i like to paintball
i like to have fun with friends
i want to find something more in my relationship.
i have alot of friends but yet have no long term connection with any of them.
i love to watch ANIME.

im leaving for basic on september 28 and i will be in INFATRY so anyone who cares im sorry i have to do this i can't just stand idly by.

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Crying guy
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Master chief
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thank you.
tell me what you think.


i have a broken and painfull hurt.

the pain brings back memmories that tear my faith to shreads. i have felt this before a long time ago. i feel the same pain and it is well known to me. my heart is filled wiht sorrow and misery. it can't hold anymore or i will burst. i have not cryed in years. i think it is because i have shed every last tear that i can ever shed. i fell the pain but it does not effect me. i only wish to be sucluded and isolated. i have emmbrassed the darkness once again.

is there anyone who can possibley help me!


light is often used as a sign of happiness, savation, and the eternal peace. i think that light is life. it is all around us fills us. i heals you when darkness is near your heart. people can be light there are people who have the ablility to show us the light through kindness and friendship. light is in us all but hate and sorrow dims that light so darkness can overcome it. you can never let darkness consume you it will do nothing to help you. it is a false salvation to hat and pain.


world of darkness
this world we live in ist full of darkness.

it cause good people to do horrible things. they no not the pain it causes.
there is alot that can hurt a person those who are left in the shadows to long are consumed. the darkness is a living breathing creature it take and gives only hate and pain back. i will not stop until all you love and care for are gone. you feel nothing and hear nothing because you choose not to. but there is also light. its bright enough to hold back darkness. it is brought on by friendship and love. it consume you warms. you to the soul. you feel as if you have touched the world of great feeling. it doesn't take you. you can be saved by someone. but you have to srtive to be free. from the evil darkness.

i was consumed by it at a time passed but i was saved by the one i spoke of earlyer.
i am not mad im just fine. im not angry im fine. i know what i must do to stay out of the darkness and that is keep positive and move forward and help those who are trapped.

My Story

My Life expressed in picture hope you get it.
im forever lost
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in my dreams
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So very close
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i can't take it anymore
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i cry for everthing caught between life and death
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i drink alone
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should i pull the trigger.
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Fury in my eyes
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Saved from dispair
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Mend a loast heart
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you can heal my outer wounds, but can you heal my heart
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Why they cry.....Leaving Me again
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my life style
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i will never stop till i get my revenge
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alone but not angry
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longing for something
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it's been a while but the solitude has calmed me.
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holding on
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thinking of you
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i walk alone down this dark dark road.
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alone again
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my life has withered.....and died my heart paid the price for my life who can replace it?
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A shock by accept myself IM BI
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I Lost and confused and i don't know what to do
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Found my life....: this is my rifle with out it i am nothing with out me it is nothing!
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i am sorrow!

me and my sorrow


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deathgod172 Report | 09/01/2010 9:21 pm
hi everyone i decided to join up IM LEAVING sorry to all of you wish me luck ^_^
Maiden Illusion Report | 07/01/2010 11:17 pm
Maiden Illusion
Hey havent talked to you in forever smile
How are you doing?
Maiden Illusion Report | 07/28/2009 3:02 pm
Maiden Illusion waiting to go bac to bored and i really miss my friends
Maiden Illusion Report | 07/28/2009 3:01 pm
Maiden Illusion
yeah me to..there is nothin to do
Maiden Illusion Report | 07/28/2009 2:58 pm
Maiden Illusion
Hey whats up?
Maiden Illusion Report | 07/22/2009 3:45 pm
Maiden Illusion
nm you?
Maiden Illusion Report | 07/22/2009 3:40 pm
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Hime Eiyuu Report | 07/20/2009 2:37 pm
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Mkay. User Image
Hime Eiyuu Report | 07/19/2009 10:26 pm
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Well do what you want I just try to keep people out of the pure darkness. But its your choice whether you want to take what I have said to heart or just throw it out the window. I dont think I can change any one so its not my job. ^.^
Hime Eiyuu Report | 07/19/2009 4:33 pm
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User Image Im not happy go lucky I just think people should be hurt just because what life throws at them.

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