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I go by:
~ Wolf(ie/y) ~ Dark(ie/y) ~ Larka ~ Momma D(ark) ~ b***h ~
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I am:
~ Dying ~ Female ~ Mated ~ 22 Years Old ~
~ Rude ~ Unabashed ~ Temperamental ~ Kinky ~
~ Slave ~ Furry ~ Diseased ~ Bitchy ~
~ Literate Roleplayer ~ Picky ~ Capricorn ~
~ Pokemon Nerd ~ Future Zookeeper ~


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Solace in Servitude: A Confession
I have a confession to make to you, my beloved owner, my Master; the yang to my yin, the domination to my submission, the de Sade to my von Sacher-Masoch.

Your caress burns my skin like flame; the cruel kiss of your whip to me feels like a lover’s caress. Why, you ask?
Because.
Because you wield your whip to correct me, to make of me your perfect slave; you strike me with your crop and your whip and your wicker cane not out of hatred or anger, but from love. Your touch is how you reward me for my loyalty to you, for my love to you; your punishments are tender reminders of how much you care for me, that you would care enough about me to shape me like raw clay into the form which best suits you.
Insanity? Perhaps. Strange? No doubt to those who do not truly understand.
Paradox.
But in that paradox, that riddle that binds me to you even though outsiders would claim that one cannot own another, I find strength. I find release.
I find love.
They who claim that I am not your slave can never know, can never understand, how you make me feel. They would claim that what ties us together is not love, not passion, but perversion -- a sickness.
I am sick, but not in the way that they believe. My sickness is one of the soul -- that I cannot bear to be anywhere but at your feet, your leash upon my collar, your cuffs around my wrists. Without you, I am in torment beyond description; how, pray tell, am I to survive on my own in such a state?
You command me, you own me, you enslave and possess me -- yet I make of myself my own gift to you, I sacrifice myself upon your altar in your name, I surrender my secret, inmost self to you with every word you utter, every gesture that you make, every glance you deign to bestow upon me.
If I avert my eyes, if I look down at your feet instead of meeting your burning gaze, do not think any less of me; I turn my glance away because I cannot bear to have you see how much I need you, how much I crave you like a drug. And what a drug you are -- no addict in thrall to a needle can know how you flow through my veins, how you are the air that I breathe, the food that I eat, the water that I drink. All that I am exists only because of you; I am nothing without you.
In your presence, I am complete; away from you, I am hollow, empty, merely a shell. I am the mirror that reflects your magnificent presence, the shadow cast by your light, the planet which orbits your star. I die a thousand deaths each second that I cannot serve you; my whole being is in torment when I am not where I belong -- and where I belong is wherever you decide I should be.
When I cannot be yours, I am bound in chains that no chisel can break, no saw can cut -- for the chains which bind me are forged of my own will in the furnace of my heart, annealed in the passions which you arouse in me and tempered by my need to serve.
Am I foolish, to be your slave? Then let me be your fool. Do you disdain me for my weaknesses? Then be my strength. Do you cast me aside like a broken toy when you are done with me? It is because you are the one who has shattered me, shattered my will and sundered my spirit.
I am yours, mighty Master.
For only in your chains can I truly be free.
Only through my service to you can I find the solitude which defines me.
Only you.

~Written by Kitirena



A Slave's Prayer
Master..... i look at You and see the strength i yield. i lie here,
Your willing slave, awaiting Your touch. i try to speak and You
smile to me and tell me hush. You produce a silken sash, and with
it cover my eyes. Your hands move like an artist's across my body.
Your lips grace mine, tasting, touching. i feel Your lips as You
move down me. i feel Your breath against me, hot and damp. i
reach a hand out, but You say no, lie still. You reach my center
and begin kissing softly, Your tongue like a tiny whip, each
motion a sensual lash. i arch my back and present myself to You. i
am needing You....wanting to feel You. Your movements
quicken, and i feel my body responding. As i reach the height of
my pleasure, You remove the sash. You gaze into my eyes and
flash a brilliant smile as You watch me. Afterwards, You kiss me
tenderly, and i am elated. There is but one word that crosses my
lips "..... Master....."

I believe in a thing called love~

Roses are red, violets are corny. When I think of you, oh baby, I get horny. Eat me, beat me, bite me, blow me, suck me, ******** me. Very slowly. If you kiss me, don't be sassy. Use your tongue and make it nasty!

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I am hoping to achieve my Ultimate Dream Avi/OC Avi~!
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Astra: Perky Deep Purple Wolf Ears
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LiffyChan

Report | 10/04/2020 9:44 pm

LiffyChan

3nodding
Tragoedia

Report | 07/10/2016 11:26 am

Tragoedia

I like both your avatar and your username. emotion_yatta
Tokala The Fox

Report | 12/14/2015 10:10 am

Tokala The Fox

Cute avi! ^w^
AwesomeLavi

Report | 04/08/2015 5:47 pm

AwesomeLavi

Cool avi
DragonMistress

Report | 10/28/2014 7:31 pm

DragonMistress

Well, try not to self-harm more than you need to, obviously, but I've been there and done that, so I'm not going to tell you to quit it cold-turkey like it doesn't help or anything. As far as being dependent, I'm terribly afraid that's what'll happen to me if I get into another relationship ever again, is one reason I drifted off of Fetlife. Most people there didn't seem to be 'into' the whole long-term stable relationship thing anyway, most with a few notable exceptions just seemed to be looking for twats and dicks to have one-night-stands with. So I feel a bit of sympathy for that, and wish there was something I could do to help out.

I've been doing fair well; since we last spoke I've gotten a regular dedicated run, so I'm always between Chicago and Toronto. It's been nice, having the stability to always know where I'm going next and after that and etc.
DragonMistress

Report | 10/28/2014 7:13 pm

DragonMistress

So how have you feeling lately? I haven't been on fetlife...gave up, too many creeps...and I've been wondering how you've been doing.
DragonMistress

Report | 10/28/2014 7:05 pm

DragonMistress

I am too. It just kind of came together. xd
DragonMistress

Report | 10/28/2014 7:01 pm

DragonMistress

Lol I'm glad you liked it, but I was afraid to go to bed leaving my avi looking like that...might wake up banned, after all.
Batastasia Frootsnoot

Report | 06/22/2014 10:07 am

Batastasia Frootsnoot

grmmm... *puppypurs to the point of making her tummy vibrate*
Batastasia Frootsnoot

Report | 06/21/2014 5:26 am

Batastasia Frootsnoot

*snuggles up to* growf! is been missing momma woof bunches. whee

much hugs and loves... all the loves and hugs!

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