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LAST THOUGHTS BEFORE SUICIDE

I am falling, deeper and deeper into my own misery
Solitude closes in from every direction enclosing me within its icy grasp
I am lost within my dark dreams, moving farther and farther from sanity with every thought
I close my eyes, wishing it to go away, while reality forces itself upon me,
Revealing to me the corruption of those around me
A thick blanket of emptiness suffocates me with my own sorrow,
Enfolding my heart in a never ending chasm of darkness,
Showing to me the deceptive ways of humankind,
Opening my mind to the delusive perception of life the world has given to us
The sadness inside me grows and grows until I collapse in a heap of hatred
I pull away from all around me, enclosing myself in a world of contempt and desolation
I shun the world and everything in it, hoping to be left alone
But it soon snakes its way back into my life, speaking deceiving words of false wisdom and comfort
As I end all of this with a single stroke of my hand, I slip away into a land of peace and prosperity
Forever leaving behind this life of anguish and agony

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