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pictures of my cat and kitten



evolving items that I"m questing for
1.Dander
2.Enchanted Book
3.Death Whisper
4.Alruna's Rose
5.Coocoon
6.Fallen Wish
7.Fausto's Bottle
8.Furugasa
9.Gimpi
10.Gro-gain
11.Hermes' Moon
12.Holy $#17
13.6 Inari's Beads
14.Kelp o' th' Loch
15.Orindae
16.Padmavati's Lotus
17.Pantheracorax Agate
18.Pora Ice
19.Trick or Treat Tote
20.White Drome Egg
21.Yama no Tamago

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items from my wishlist that i bought
1.Jingle Me Hat
2.Snowbored Pants Red
3.Fox Ears
4.Fox Tail
5.Dead Sexy Midnight Trousers
6.Soot Face Explode
7.Kaya the Cat
8.Long-Stem Black Rose
9.Long-Stem Red Rose
10.Kuro Kosode
11.kuro hakama
12.Majestic King
13.Immaculate Bishop
14.Angel Imp Plushie
15.Radioactive Blue Raving Goggles
16.Achromatic Apocaripped Coat
17.Bloody Head Bandage
18.Blue Ribboned Black Cat Hooded Jumper
19.Deoxygenated Apocaripped Scarf
20.Achromatic Apocaripped Scarf
21.Popstar Guitar
22.Sven the Penguin
23.Lost Odyssey (Kaim's Armor)
24.Sun Staff
25.Red Cat Collar
26.Langer the Dragon Plush
27.Elemental Wings
28.Holy Gauntlets
29.May Birthstone Crown
30.Black Reading Glasses
31.Outlaw Wolf Pup
32.Masters Gown
33.Regalia of Ancient Fire (Mantle)
34.Dark Elf's Light Armor
35.lidless demon armor
36.jackster tunic
37.jackster puffy pants
38.jackster wand
39.jackster face paint

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my favorite song - the new divide
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I remembered black skies
The lightning all around me
I remembered each flash
As time began to blur
Like a startling sign
That fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
Did I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect this space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

There was nothing inside
The memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
The ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
Between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
Did I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
The distance in your eyes
Across this new divide

In every loss in every lie
In every truth that you deny
And each regret and each goodbye
Was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
Did I get what I deserve

So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect this space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
Across this new divide

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my song - roadside
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Tell me what I'm supposed to do,
With all these left over feelings of you;
'Cause I don't know

And tell me how I'm supposed to feel,
When all these nightmares become real;
'Cause I don't know

And I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you,
And I don't know how we separate the lies here from the truth;
And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew
exactly what we're supposed to do.

So leave me at the roadside,
And hang me up and out to dry;
So leave me at the roadside,
And hang me up and out to dry.

And I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you;
And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew
exactly what we're supposed to do.

So leave me at the roadside,
And hang me up and out to dry;
So leave me at the roadside,
And hang me up and out to dry.

'Cause I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you,
And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew
exactly what we're supposed to do,
exactly what to do.

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songs that i like xD
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dragonforce
where dragons rule

Full The Moon And Midnight Sky
through The Dark They Ride
warriors Of Forever Will Sacrifice The Right

one For All And All For One
the Future Time Has Come
faces Filled With Torment
your Heart Beats Like A Drum

never Will You Look Back Again
you'll Fight On 'til The End
together We Will Live On
forever More...

in This Land We Have Defended From All Things Dark And Cruel
now We Are Defenseless In A Land Where Dragons Rule

in This Land We Have Defended From All Things Dark And Cruel
now We Are Defenseless In A Land Where Dragons Rule

flash Of Steel In The Mid-Day Sun
the Battle Has Begun
blood Spills All Around Us But Still We Carry On

no Mercy We Will Show To Them
the White Flag Shall Be Raised
we'll Fight For Our Freedom
ride Towards This Evil Place

we All Stand Until The End Allegiance To This Game

in This Land We've Defended From All Things Dark And Cruel
now We're Defenseless In A Land Where Dragons Rule

in This Land We've Defended From All Things Dark And Cruel
now We're Defenseless In A Land Where Dragons Rule

sun Set In The Western Sky
the Battle's Almost Done
the Victory Will Be Glorious
our Enemies Are Gone

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kill me heal me by skillet
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Break my bones and reset me
Piece by piece you break me
Pick up the cross 'cause it's killing time
How can I scream when the pain is
Such a release I get the courage
To pick up the nails 'cause it's killing time

Kill me, heal me
Kill me, heal me
On and on
Kill me, heal me
Kill me, heal me
On and on

Breathing your love
You're ferocious
You're in my lungs
Resuscitate
Craving your electricity
Feet to my pain you give
Wings to my fear your peace
Inhabits my blood
Your love is thick

Kill me, heal me
Kill me, heal me
On and on
Kill me, heal me
Kill me, heal me
On and on

I can't live without it
I can't live without it
I can't live without it
I can't live without it

Kill me, heal me
Kill me, heal me
On and on
Kill me, heal me
Kill me, heal me
On and on

Kill me, heal me
Kill me, heal me
On and on
Kill me, heal me
Kill me, heal me
On and on


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heres a link to go to if u want lyrics for songs _____________________________________________________

http://www.nomorelyrics.net/skillet-lyrics.html

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random quot's
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WE TWO
I can't see what you can see
in ordinary little me.
And you can't see what I can see In you.
But you can see what I can't see
And I can see what you can't see
And so we'll never disagree.
WE TWO
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TO LIVE YOUR OWN WAY

To live life in your own way ...
To reach for the goals
you have set for yourself...
To be the you that you want to be...
that is success
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There is no such thing as coincidence.There is only nessesity
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the five dragons of the crimson dragon
red demon's dragon
- commoners etch this into your minds!
the three steps ahead dueling for the king of kings!
the rulers heartbeats will now lie through here
take witness to its creation-shaking power
synchro summon my very soul, red demon's dragon

stardust dragon
-

black rose dragon and rose synchro
- chilling flames engulf the entire world
pitch-dark flower, set bloom!
synchro summon appear now black rose dragon

fairy dragon
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power tool dragon
- docking strenth with courage to protect the world peace
synchro summon
envoy of love and justice! power tool dragon

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the chant for the egyption gods of egypt

obilisk the tormentor
ledgendary gods of egypt please hear my call in the name of every pharo that came before i now bejest the awaken mighty obilisk the tormentor and rid the sacred palece of the darkness

slifer the sky dragon
gods of egypt here me behold slifer the sky dragon

winged dragon of ra
all mighty protecter of the sun the sky
I beg of thee please hear my cry
transform myself from orb of light and bring me victory
in this fight I bescheath thee grace our humble game, but
first i shall call out thy name winged dragon of ra

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quote's from bleach
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when you counter you don't let them cut you
if you protect someone you don't let them die
when you attack you kill
to dodge,
"do not let him strike"
to protect
"do not let them die"
to attack
"slice to kill"
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quote's from trigun
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gaining and lost
when something is gained, something is always lost, it's impossible to live without facing that fact what is lost will never return.
important things.Irreplaceable things, but what is necessary to protect those things what is needed to protect those things
is in the firm determination packed into a bullet.

man knows. . . knows that nothing will begin to move unless
he speaks. that nothing will change unless he moves even if it means living on in eternal pain.
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truth of mistake
there is something that cannot be expressed in words
human emotion. Emotions of the heart cannot be tucked away in a dark closet . their is a way to know theses emotions look into their eye's.The girl lied to me and I belived her. The gentalman lied to me when I trusted him, but the moment I looked into there eye's... fate began to alter to reveal the truth and the angel of destiny also began to reveal the truth. just look into their eye's Their is only one truth.
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peace maker
those who made mistakes blame themselves and close thier hearts
it is impossible to fix the mistake, Men cannot return to the past
thats why they drink. drunks,lushes,sliding alcohol down their throats...
to dilute the memories that can't be denied. frank marlon the gunsmith does nothing, but drink, and he questions the drained glass "am i wrong" ''was I wrong?"
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love and peace
a past wich can't be forgotten and cannot be buried. a past which can't even be shaken for just a little time the sentiment deep inside of there hearts is strong and equal. one for beloved parents one for a beloved daughter. two men can only find the answer behind their triggers
the moment the sentamental bullets were fired at the other and the bullets flew twrod at eachother...
the men stood silent and yet were wepping. the past enslaves.
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lost july
the longer one holds onto a memory
the longer the one lives in the past
the deeper the memory they hold onto is ...
... the more beutiful the past will become...
the beutiful memories will eventually turn into hate.
even if they look ahead, they lose the ability to walk
as long as the heavy chain called revenge continues to fetter the heart
as long as the tears of sadness continue to flow
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D.eye
people judge people. lives are being cut short becuase of someone's person's logic.mothers,fathers,friends...
entire pasts insantly vanish into thin air, but should this take place at the whim of one individual a woman stood before the corpses of the poderick theives, she told me that she had merly cleaned up some useless garbage.Dominque the cyclops told me think of that as spring cleaning
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my thoughts that i useally think of
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sometimes i belive stuff thats not real
there only a few who probabley know me more then i know myself
so i ask myself this question when i want to be like others i ask myself this question who am I do i desirve to live? why do i fight why should i fight ? who do i really love who really truely loves me?
will i every find myself? or should i just go away and not get into anyones way? will i be able to protect the ones i love? how could i when the person i love doesn't even realize that i do love her and she just ignors it and leaves it in the past sometimes i understand sometimes i don't does it make me evil if i think difrent from others and why can't i do the things i want to do what am i affraid of am i scared to do those things wheres my confident's who belives in me? do i even belive in myself?
what do i want ?
how can i belive in myself?
if any one can answer these qestion if they read this please try to find the answer that I"ve been searching for
people say i am useless guess so if i couldn't even have protected
her i failed to protect her and i'm useless so i guess she had a good reason to give up, but should i do the same why is it so hard for me to move on?
who can really understand me ?
if u think u can understand me go ahead and try
i dare u go ahead understand me if u say yes right away then u don't how do i live and how do i survive and how can i fight and what do i do those things for? can any one anser me?
I thought not cause no one really takes the time to understand me
u can't really trust anyone i guess
i call myself the black cat, but do i desirved to be called that?
mostiky not, but every one has there own opinion
so whats yours?

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pictures that i drew
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