what i am


i feel as if my friend has just shot me.... how they just left me there to die.
to just not b there 4 me...

i worry about u.

i worry about u....
i scream ur name to protect u.......
i would do anything 4 you.
id b there 4 u when ur down.....
when ur sad...
or in pain.......
id comfort u as u were crying.......
id b with u threw everything just to keep u safe.....
i wanna c u smile.....
i wanna b in ur life.....
i wanna hug u and love u....
*picks up knife*
but its just a dream..... just a wonderful dream i hope i never wake up from......

you left me.

if u leave me.....
if u move away to another state.....
if u die..........
i will never live again....
i will die with out u by my side.

because i feel hurt.

*puts knife to my neck*
hunny i love u.
but i dont no if u do back......
*takes a breath and knife touches my neck*
it hurts me to sere u with another girl.
huny pls take me instead of her.
i know that she is better........
but i no u want me... i no u need me and i need u.... even i no u know that........
*sounding conserned* pls choose me.
*boy shakes his head and steps backward a lil*
*girl cuts throat and screams*
*boy falls to the ground and crys for his friend who is dead*
*boy screaming... Y DIDNT I SAY YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *crying*
*boy sits there crying over his dead friend... and tells her that he loved her..... and didnt know y he said no.*
Boy: i wanted to tell her i loved her....
*boys current gf come back and dumps him*
*boy picks up the knife*
she died for me..... and i will die to be with her.
*boy stabs his heart and collapses and tells the dead girl that he loves her and always will and would never forget her.*


does hesee me?
do i exsist to him?
*tears on cheeks and hands covering face*
would he care if i died?
would he be there 4 me?
does he no that i care?
if i was to hold a bullet to my head would he take it away?
or would he let me pull the trigger?
does he feel the same way i feel about him?
would we stay friends if he new how i felt?
would we be cool?
would we just be friends or even more then friends?
if i was to die right now.. would he forget me?
would he still feel sadness if i pulled the trigger?
should i just..... die and never find out?
should he care for me even of we just friends?
i wasnt afraid to love him...... but i was afraid what u would think.
so what do u think?
does it bother u that i love u.
does it even matter that i love u?
do u even care?
should i just end this train of love?
*puts finger on trigger*
see what love does...... how much it hurts sometimes......
its a wonderful feeling. but it can hurt......
*leans into the trigger*
fun for all fun for 1.
*crys and relaxes shoulders*
the one thing i no... is... i love u, and u cant take that away from me.
even if u dont love me back.....
*puts it to my head*
if u never wanna talk to me.... it can be like this.....
*pulls trigger*
*falls down to the ground*
*lays life less*


HE DOESNT CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE USED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE ONLY USED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM WRITTING THIS OUTTA HURT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*CRYING and falls life less with tears running down my cheeks*

does he c me?

does he see me, does he notice me,
does he know the pain im in.
does he see my halo
doe he see how im right for him.
does he even know i exsict?
*falls to knees crying*
does he see how i try to tell him.
does he care bout me?
does he mind hugging me?
i guess ill never know......
*falls down lifeless.*


what do u no. life is almost over.
its just hard....
not easy....
dieing is the complicated part....
living isnt easy iather....
it hurts.....
afraid of loving someone, missing out on opportunities.
crying in the night..... sleepless nights.....
crying out......
just wishing this ride of life was over......
this ride has me going in circle.
like there is no stopping it.
missing the warmth of love, and happness.
the burning of love...
the emptyness on ur heart....
looking for something sharp...
cant find anything..... u stop breathing.
you dont no what is happening....
u lose control.....
*falls to knees*
its like its a ride that never ends.
*picks up a sharp object*
only if it could b over this fast.
your last words r, "its over. the ride of life is finally over. i can b alone now..... its over"
*falls down lifeless*


the silents....
the quiet......
the stars in the sky....
deathly hollows wait 4 me.
i pick up anything sharp...
looks up at the sky and prepares 4 the plunge into my heart....
but i feel a hand on my hands....
and this hand pulls my hand down.......
hugs me and tells me everything is going to be ok.
and never lets me go.....
i drop the sharp object and crys.
falling to my knees i see the sharp object.......
i go to pick it up.......
the hand takes it away........
i fall to my knees and slowly fades away.........
this person wakes me up....... and say........
r u ok?
i say... yea. im fine...
i go back to the ridge... and try to find that object.....
i find it.......
the person looks at me as i fall, and slowly closes my eyes.....
under the persons breath they say,"i wish i could have saved her"
and this person slowly makes his way up the hill, and falls to his knees, and never wakes up.


everything is gone.
no one around
the pain is still there,
how much the pain hurts
the world is crashing down.
i dont feel the air i breath.
the pain grows in my heart...
that empty space is still unfilled.
the pain from which the world has given me.
the curse i have been put to live with.
i wonder what it would be if i was not here, not on earth...
would ppl miss me, would the b sad.
the pain is too much....
i cant take it anymore.
it hurts, it feels like my heart has been stabbed and i cant do anything about it.
crying is the only thing that would relax me. it hurts.
the pain is alot.
goodbye earth, good bye hatred,
wait.... no..... i dont mean to die...............
*falls down dead with tears on my cheek*

a poem i put my heart into

ive lost the war.
its over..
do me a favor.......
just leave me here.
ill b happy.
and will die in peace knowing that ive done what i can


i pored my heart in to this....
yet it gets shut out...........
left in the corner crying......
i am giving my heart up........
ive lost the war...............
,its gone............. ........
ive given up on my self........
im leaving 4ever......
ive lost my heart.......
ive lost hope.


as i lookl out my window... i see sorrow, and sadness,
no colors, no happyness, never anyhappyness.... gone 4ever
sadness is all i see here, glowing in the darkness,
sadness all around.... no colors of the world....
never left there, nothing left just sadness.
crying everyday. never seen of happyness,
im forgetting what happyness is. crying out everyday
crying out"y. y did i have to forget everything"
screams in the background
as i turn around.... i see red... brite red colors...
never seen around the colors..... missing out on the happyness,
when everyone is out side.. .i stay inside, alone and cold.. and sad. never seen again

about me //_-

i love 2 text.
i love horses.
(expecialy my ponies)
my favorite animals.
i love the dark.
i love the shadows.
i love the darkness of my other half of my heart.
i dont understand english..... i can speak and stuff,but dont speak it very well.
i dont get math or algebra.
i dont understand anything in english . . . (very well sometimes)
i am a very honest person... and i dont lie about stuff 2 ppl.
i care how a a person thinks of me.....
i really can b shy. so im sry if im shy.
lol. txt me or pm me!!!

rules for a game i like to play.

Scratching game!!!!
(OMG SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!!)

1.get a friend to play

2.take thir hand so the back of their hand is facing the sky.

3.take ur nail(if sharpened its more fun) and scratch... (as hard as u can)

4.say the alphabet.(this is to distract ur friend from feeling pain) example. A=appl. B=bannana. and so on

5.listen to the words of ur friends closely.... when they say ow. or what ever... stop.

6.stand there and do this to the other hand. (if allowed)

7. just wait or hang out and the other person plays this game on the other persons hand.

8. this game is really fun.

i have played this game... and i dont want to hear about how the game
went.... u dont have to play if u dont want to. these are just the
rules to the game i dont recomend playing it alot.)


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i wish i could tell u

you stare it to my green eyes.....
i stare into ur blue soft cute eyes......
your eyes shine.....
you tell me were together......
you put my hand on ur stomach.......
you look at me and smile....
you tell me u like me....
i tell u that i love u....
you kiss my forhead.......
u say.... i wish i was urs.....
i reply.... hunny u r mine.

THIS IS ME!!! im so cute. :)

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Birthday: 01/01


i see you.....
i hear ur voice.......
i see your face... but its blurry.......
i hear ur sweet voice sweetly singing my name......
i see u in a white dress.......
you seem like a gost........
but u smile......
i htink its a dream........
you kiss me...... i kiss u back.....
but... i dont feel the warmth of ur kisses........
your skin is soft and rosy....
i realize that its a dream......... that u arent there....
i walk away..... you sit down....
your dress is glowing with life............
i strike my heart with a knife........
you watch me cry in pain...........
the last words i say... is.... i have always loved u and i always will. dont u ever forget that.......
as i fall dead.........
u scream dont leave me here alone.........
you grab the knife.... and stab ur self.....
and die.... next to me.... with my hand on ur cheek......
as if it was a dream

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boy-sigh..... hey.
girl-whats wrong?
boy-oh.. its nothing.
girl-we r best friends pls tell me. u can trust me.
boy-really? we r best friends????
girl->stares at ground<
boy-u ok? u look kinda sad.
girl-yes i am fine.
boy-u shure????
girl-why were u sad when we were together earlier????
boy-oh... its nothing..... if i told u.... u would be mad.
girl-oh come on.
boy-u promsie not to be mad?
girl-yes yes yes.
boy-i have to go. ill txt u later.
girl-txt me why u were sad. pweeeeeeeeezzz?????
girl-ok. *kisses cheek*
boy-uh.......... what was that??
girl-i...i...i...i..i....i...i......... um.......im sry.
boy-uh...... ok?
girl-we cool?
boy-yea we cool.
boy-ill cya tomorrow??
girl-yeah sure yes.
boy-kk. bye
>boy winks at girl<
>girl blushes and winks back<
boys cellphone-hey......
girls cellphone-hey.
boys cell phone-what u doing.
girls cell phone-nada im just thinking.
boys cellphone- bout what????
>girl falls asleep before she tells boy what shes thinking about.<
>boy continues txting and starts txting his friend<
friend-u ok man??
boy-yeah im fine.... well... not really.
friend-whats on ur mind man???
>boy tels his friend whats on his mind<
friend-ah. ur afraid to tell the girl u like her?
boy-im not afraid..... its just we r really good friends.... what if she dont like me back??????
friend-well u will never know if u dont tell her.
boy-ok ok ok ok. ima tell her, by txting it to her.
friend- ok. good luck.
boy-kk. txt ya laters.
boy-hey. wink
boy-can i ask u something????
girl-yes, go ahead. ask away.
boy-would u like to go out???? sometime???
girl-ohhhh......um... i kinda gotta go.
boy-oh..... ill cya later.
>next day at school<
girl-about yesturday,........
boy-oh... yeah.... um.... would u go out with me.
girl-*hugs* yes i would like to.
girl-ur so cute.
boy-aww. ur adorable
>that night<
girl-hey. :,(
boy-hunny whats wrong?????????????????????/
girl-im moving away.
girl-yes...... but but but.....
boy-i hate u!
>girl breaks down crying and runns away from her bf<
boy-i i i i im sry. i didnt mean...... it.... im sry.
girl->tears running down her face<
boy-*hugs her*
boy-im sry, i didnt mean it. i wish i could b with u. i never mean to say it.im so sry pls take me back......
girl-all i was going to say was.....im moving down the street..... but u said u hate me. *crying*
boy- i am so sry. i wish i never said it. im so sry.
girl- its ok.
boy- hunny do u take me back?????????
girl-yes. i do.
boy-im really sry.
girl-ur the best.
boy- i have to go. kk. bye




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what i would miss the most.

i would miss the fog as it lay low... on the ground.
i would hate to never see one person who makes me happy.
it would break my heart to tell ppl they would never see me again.
i would cry just telling them i wouldnt ever talk to them again.
it would hurt me so bad about the breaking of ppls hearts.
acouple of ppl think im amazing.
that means alot 2 me.
i would miss the fine art from which i drew.
i would miss that sound of the pen on the paper when it is completely silent.
that sound of the pen or pencils running across the paper..
the feeling ppl what me around....... i would miss that the most.


hey. im daisy......
im 5'10 5'12
i love to txt!!!
i am shy somethimes. (if i dont talk dont take it personaly)
i live in cali!
(cute girls come from cali)
i have alot of friends.......
my favorite animals are horses.
yes i can b emo.
i dont get mad easily..
im usally alone..
im super shy.....
i get detentions alot.
i fall asleep in class ALOT. (only bc its boaring)
i dont like to talk in english alot. (i like to speak spanish)
i dont usally will speak in english (if u ask me to)

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i love the dark side of my heart


when i saw u...
i was afraid to know you....
when i knew you.....
i as afraid to kiss u.....
when i kissed u,......
i was afraid to love you....
now that i love u......
im afraid to lose u.....
all those things to be afraid of... but only one thing was the thing i feared the most..........
i dont care about anything as long as u r here safe in my arms.....
no matter were u go no matter what happeneds u will always be in my heart.....
no matter what happeneds you will have me to protect and love u and care for u.
dont ever forget that.
*whispers* dont u ever let that out of ur mind.. dont ever forget it.
xx-foreva real-xx
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baby face lova

F off emo haters!!!!!!!!!!!

this is what one of my horses looks like.(this picture is not my actualhorse)my horse is afraid of things that flash so we couldnt take apicture of her and her bf

this is what my horses bf looks like. (not exactly him... hes not this exact color.)

my friends horse looks like this with blue eyes.she is the most amazinghorse a person could ask 4.shes only 3 shes the best!!!!!!!!!!!

this is my dog....shes so cute.her name is bubbles. jk. her name is foxy.shes so cute.

GRRRRRRRRR.(she bites)

this is what my other dog looks like.OMG. she is so cute!!!!(she bites to) LOLS

my favorite baby foal.her name is dots. shes so cute.i love this baby foal.

mr. jiggles and his girl!!!!idk y i put this on i was board... but isnt he cute!!!!! with his girl!!!!

this is not me!!!!i am compiting in jumping. but im not in this picture.ima try to get a picture of me jumping my horses.

true love.


johnny, ponyboy, and soda poplol. i love the outsiders!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




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6pack abs r HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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