This is where I speakIt's all f*cking bullsh*t. There really isn't anything worth living for. Just survive long enough to procreate, raise the sproglings, then die. What the f*ck do I want with a life like that? Nothing. I don't want to be here when there isn't anything to live for. so fine. I won't live. But damnit, I'm not going to let you take what small pleasures I do have from me. I may not live, but I'm certainly not going to die. A hedonists life where the only pleasure is that of material things, where one's heart doesn't exist and kindness is only provided because you hope to get something out of it. A life where pleasure is silk sheets and rich food, not something stupid like loving words and warm hugs. I may have to pay hard earned money for my pleasure, but at least it won't turn around and leave me when the situation doesn't suit it.
~what you hear when I speak is the bloodcurdling yorp of animals in the abattoir; the terrified pant of the gazelle in the lion's mouth; the scream of mothers in places where children grow into graves the way they should grow into hand-me-down clothes. What you hear when I speak is the burning up of life.
~I'll draw you a picture
I'll draw it with a twist
I'll draw it with a razorblade
I'll draw it on my wrist
And if I do it correctly
A red fountain should appear
Washing away my sorrows
Washing away my fears
~ -The closer you are to the light,the larger your shadow becomes.But don't be afraid. Shadows may shift but they never leave.
-The hedgehog's dilemma... The nearer we come up, the more deeply we hurt each other...
-Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear.
-You do know that ‘fine’ is really an acronym for Freaked out, Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional?
pix *sigh* I told you they'd be up on Monday, didn't I?
I'm sure, even if you don't agree, that you can see why I hate them...