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k well to started off my names Kat i'm a junior in high school and its not as great as people think but i do have my good days too. mm i love music i cant go anywhere without my i pod i even have my own theme music hahaha...... i'm serious! lol i love reading, it opens up a whole new world to explore. i'm a pretty good writer at least that's what people tell me.

i love my two besties Shana and Danee my partners in crime, my go to girls, best friends and sisters for life. i love these girls smile a lot of people thinks we're weird or something... i dont know what they're talking about haha. we have a different sense of humor most people dont get it and thats ok just means we are special lol. these girls are the true definition of best friends. without them i dont know where id be right now they have helped me through so much and im glad i have them by my side helping me through it all. pip pip ta doodley doo i lost my shoe, shut up tony my names not tony whatever, bob my foreign lover, b***h! i dont know ur life! its called yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes, work beats fierce sounds now lets do the fork in the garbage disposal, lets do the fork in the garbage disposal, ding ding ding ding ding ding ding STOP! i lost my contact... found it! uh oh look at kiki she caught the yes look at her go. alright slow down b***h thats enough!!!!! everyone love the yes!!! if u dont kno what im talking about ur crazy!! haha inside jokes

another important person in my life is Patrick, (the first one on my top, he means everything to me, no matter how much we fight or go without talking i still love him. we can go days or weeks without talking and once we get over whatever it was that was keeping us apart we pick up where we left off as if we never skipped a beat. i love him with everything i have to offer and more. i know i can always count on him to be there for me and he means the world to me. i cant see my life without him in it. i love u baby smile

my feelings for this guy were 100% real!!!! i have never once lied to him, never doubted him, never gave up on him, and never stopped caring for him. i was always there for him whenever he needed a friend to turn to. he was my other half, he helped me through a lot of hard times and i thank him for that. i opened up to him about EVERYTHING and gave him EVERYTHING i had to offer. bcuz of what ive gone though i have a hard time trusting people and he knows that. so i thought hey what the heck i should just let someone in and see if maybe they could help...and i did with him and guess what bcuz of it i got my heart broken...more then once. i kept going back and kept forgiving bcuz i love him but now i realize that that can only go so far. im not one to play games and this is a painful lesson i learned the hard way. it hurts to hear the one u love tell u how much they love u and a week later have moved on to someone new and talk to u as if they barely kno u. it hurts and makes u think were his feelings for me real? all i kno is im going to do what i can to rise above it and not let it get to me. i am my own person and i dont need a man to make me happy. ive handle a lot of pain in my life and was able to over come it all to make myself a stronger person so now im prepared to do the same in this case. i cant believe i was gonna give up everything for him, Ohio State University, my dream, give that up just to be with him... psh what was i thinking. "never give up ur dreams for someone else do what u want to do... for u"! a little advice that i now understand.


these lyrics really say it all. its gonna be okay by Tynisha Keli

Hey girl, why don't you listen


I know why you lookin so sad, you got your head down in your hands and you cryin out loud.
Screamin that he did it again, took your love, used you up and he ran back to the other chick.
You sayin that you tired of the lies, no more back and forth this time, I'm throwin out his stuff and sayin bye.
Can't continue goin thru this, but I know when he calls you'll be right back with him again. Ooooo no!


Everydays always something, a man will go and take you pride your left with nothing.
Tell you that to stick around and you should love him. Tell me what's it gonna take your losing your sanity.
Well then let me tell you this one thing, your worth over a million princess cut diamonds.
Don't let nobody tell you that you deserve this, lift your head up high and say I know that I'm gonna be okay.


You should stop takin the blame, say it's your fault cause hes gone and ain't ever commin home.
You know that nothings ever gon change, he'll be back, your off track, and after that be on his way.
Life has so much more to offer you, so you gotta shake the blues, pick yourself up, do what you gotta do.
Trust me girl it gets better, time goes on, you realize he never deserved you at all.


Everydays always something, a man will go and take you pride your left with nothing.
Tell you that to stick around and you should love him. Tell me what's it gonna take your losing your sanity.
Well then let me tell you this one thing, your worth over a million princess cut diamonds.
Don't let nobody tell you that you deserve this, lift your head up high and say I know that I'm gonna be okay.


And if you got a man that's treatin you real bad, never has your back, it's time for you to leave his a**.
And if you got a man that never gave a damn, it's time for you to understand, you deserve a better man.
And if you got a man that's treatin you real bad, never has your back, it's time for you to leave his a**.
And if you got a man that never gave a damn, it's time for you to understand, because you deserve a better man.


Everydays always something, a man will go and take you pride your left with nothing.
Tell you that to stick around and you should love him. Tell me what's it gonna take your losing your sanity.
Well then let me tell you this one thing, your worth over a million princess cut diamonds.
Don't let nobody tell you that you deserve this, lift your head up high and say I know that I'm gonna be okay.

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here is a pic of me..theres more where that came from in my journal


my dream avi!!!!

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She's not my dream avi but i think she is pretty cool!!! Punk and glamorous, now thats what im talkin bout!!! lol

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masquerangel

Report | 12/25/2008 1:08 am

masquerangel

Same here...

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masquerangel

Report | 12/25/2008 1:04 am

masquerangel

I know...

sort of like in Elementary school

sitting at the blue tables

and wishing to be able to play

on the big kid playground for the 4 and 5 graders. lol.

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masquerangel

Report | 12/25/2008 12:59 am

masquerangel

I know, haha.

I can't believe I'm 17...

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masquerangel

Report | 12/25/2008 12:56 am

masquerangel

Really? lol.

That sounds like something Stephanie would do.

And something Mom would do, lol.

That's funny...

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masquerangel

Report | 12/25/2008 12:50 am

masquerangel

Lol, no...

Why, what did it say?

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masquerangel

Report | 12/25/2008 12:47 am

masquerangel

I know, and then

we would all just fall asleep anyway.

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masquerangel

Report | 12/25/2008 12:44 am

masquerangel

That's what I've heard.

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Haha,

remember when we were little

and used to keep watch for Santa at night?

Good times...

*looks out window to see if Santa is passing by*

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masquerangel

Report | 12/25/2008 12:42 am

masquerangel

I KNOW!

It's sweet, lol.

I just have to read the handbook

and then take the test.

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masquerangel

Report | 12/25/2008 12:38 am

masquerangel

Oh, wow!

That's awesome.

I need to get on that whole driving thing...

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masquerangel

Report | 12/25/2008 12:32 am

masquerangel

Yeah.

I MIGHT be busy that Wednesday,

but I doubt it.

Any other day should be fine, though.

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