Me and How I Feel!!
A waste of time, a waste of space.Always feeling out of place. All sorts of feelings trapped inside cant let them out they have to hide. A big hard shape inside the chest thats closed off to the world but still a huge pest.This thing can love but wont be loved back. A million times its been given back. So many times its been broken as if it were a useless token. It was soft and squishy behind some bones but now its hardend just like stone. It wont be hurt hardened that way cause now it seem pain just fall away. The heart its self deserves to die for letting love just pass it by.It really wants to open up but not ruin its cover-up. The heart has something, in it, stuck.Knowing what will cost you a buck.Its a knife stuck deep like exscalibar and oly the right person can grasp it hard and pull it out. But then it'll bleed, and feel lost and have no need to live. For now its dead but it deservered not one thing ahead. Death is simple and pretty quick and everyone's time just seems to tick. Away it goes to never come back as if into a garbage sack. Death is peaceful, sometimes not.Its love that really needs some thought. It's death that the heart needs, it likes the pain and loves to bleed. Pain makes it feel alive and well. Thats more than it will ever tell. So do a favor and leave the knife in so it can see what around the bend. A heart of stone is what i got and a closed mind that wont get caught. Thinking things it shouldnt think its no wonder it's on the brink. Of finding out what to do when faced with death, a subject not new. Death it wants, that heart of stone that's hidden behind so many bones. It's death i want. That's how I feel and if you dont like it, So what? Big deal!!