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Everything still exists. Good god; but look at how you've let yourself go. April(ish) 2010. How old we've gotten.

I wouldn't trust anything written below this line. That past me is a bit of a liar.
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An Update from the Modern Age.

Welcome to the land of happiness, it's riddled with that deep feeling of regret that can only be achieved by getting wasted and sleeping with an AIDs infested transvestite hooker.
Pre-op.

The bitterness here isn't too bad, but it always seems to be a little too bitter. That being said it's fairly distinct.

The Happiness? The happiness is bountiful in those small little doses, like acid.

Marshmallow acid!

Okay here's how I laid it out, I put things into sections.
TITLE OF SECTION
Minor, possibly cryptic, elaboration of title
Date
Status: How relevant the information is, or my personal feelings on it.

Hope you have fun. Just be careful, they say I can be pointy. =)
Much love.

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Profile credit to: BROKEN ILLUSENS
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I GOTZ ME ANOTHER COGSWELL!
Welcome to the family.
1/24/2008
Status: Freaking AWESOME

I just got accepted into Cogswell Polytechnical College in Sunnyvale CA.

There I will be taking the degree program for a B.A. in Digital Arts and Animation. Concentration: Video Game Design

That pretty much kicks-a**. One more step to becoming a Narrative Designer! Woot!

If you're interested in getting into the video game industry, check out the school at:
http://cogswell.edu


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NOTHING PERSONAL
The company just needs to lay off a few of its...lesser employees.
1/2/2008
Status: Reconsidering.

Okay folks...really I don't know why I come to this site anymore.
To be frank, I don't enjoy talking with people in threads as I once did. My appreciation of avatars has been depleted. The over all culture feels like it's pulling me down.

Honestly I get sad when I'm on this site. It's depressing. There isn't anyone I talk to anymore save a few, but even that's rare.
Of course I could find new people to talk to that is true. But frankly I don't WANT to. I just feel that I'm done.

Gaia experience over the past period of time for me has just been frustrating.

So as of now I submit my letter of resignation - my two weeks notice.

I bid you all adieu.



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I GOT HACKED
lulz
12/18/2007
Status: A current issue.

Well folks, it finally happened as it was bound to happen at least once. I was hacked.

I don't know how, my password at the time was about 17 characters long, and hard to simply guess. But it happened.

But now I have 3k, and some items generously donated to me from FRANCIS THE MUTE.

Oh, how the upper middle-class has fallen.



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IMPORTANT
You know, for your health.
12/7/2007
Status: Extremely relevant.

This Profile may contain old information about me. That's why, in all honesty the best way to get to know me, to understand me, is to talk with me. If you're really clever you'll learn about me and pick up on many things very very quickly.


Now I would like to start this profile with a simplified version of my favorite Parable:

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PARABLE
Like a story, with meaning.
10/19/2007
Status: Current


A scorpion was walking along the bank of a river, wondering how to get to the other side. Suddenly, he saw a fox. He asked the fox to take him on his back across the river.

The fox said, "No. If I do that, you'll sting me, and I'll drown."

The scorpion assured him, "If I do that, we'll both drown."

The fox thought about it and finally agreed. So the scorpion climbed up on his back, and the fox began to swim. But halfway across the river, the scorpion stung him. As poison filled his veins, the fox turned to the scorpion and said, "Why did you do that? Now you'll drown, too."

"I couldn't help it," said the scorpion. "It's my nature."

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CYNICAL AND HEARTFELT.
The two things in life I could do without.
7/9/2007
Status: Somewhat irrelevant.

Hey, listen, the chances are VERY good, I do not like you. In fact, I do not like 90% of the people on Gaia. If I do like you you'll know. If you're on my friendslist, I like you.
I value loyalty, trust and honesty. If I trust you I will be your best ******** friend.

However. You need to understand that there is a Golden place. I'd break my back for some of my friends, but there's one person who is in a position where I'd do anything for them.

When I say this I don't mean the fragile little emo promises of typical youth. I mean it to every personal extent. Like I said, loyalty, it's one of my base components.


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ME IN A NUTSHELL
Amplify the samurai.
7/8/2007
Status: Not too far off.

Now other things me, summarized: I'm blunt, I'll tell you things straight out. However, I am often polite as well. You can ask me anything. I always will help out somebody with problems, friend or no.
If you wish to talk with me, and I don't know you don't beat around the bush unless you're extremely clever, I like cleverness. And I enjoy good conversation.

But don't ******** with me, please. I'm tired from dealing with people all day.

Much love everyone. =)

[Disclaimer: "everyone" applies to only those I deem as "one" thus the vast majority or any group is hereby excluded until further notice.]
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MEDIA
Said the Joker to the Thief
1/27/2007
Status: Loving it.

My media is currently playing - "All Along the Watchtower (a different version) by Bear McCreary" It is take from the acclaimed science fiction series Battlestar Galactica.
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SOME ART
From you to me.
8/12/2007
Status: Long time no see.
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Avi Art done by: I`am`a`Ninjar. Who sadly has left gaia D':
She's teh shizz

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This art is done by Miss November Love, given to me in a brilliant act of kindness by my friend Bella De Lia! =D

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BITTER RAMBLINGS! OPTIMISTIC ADVICE!
They mean well.
4/18/2007
Status: Eh, pretty much true stuff.

I'm a good person, but I can be insensitive at times.
The reason for this being that this is the internet and there are no real ramifications set in stone in front of me.
So really....unless I know you, I really just don't care about your issues.

But I will give some general guidelines:

90% of everything is crap. But there's that golden 10% that you must strive for.

Teens are a very unstable phase, if you find yourself broken hearted because the person you loved wasn't who you thought they were don't be surprised. People are always changing, and hormones don't help make good long term healthy relationships.

My advice on investing heavily into a relationship as a teenager is to not do it. Feelings just get hurt that way.

Just Chill, it's the internet, the world isn't going to end all at once. Do what you can do to be a progressive person, it's wonderful to point out the bad stuff, but the step after that is to find a solution.

And most importantly think before you speak, in this case, write. There's no excuse for dumbass-ary on my internet.
What this means is know what words mean before you use them, and don't take credit for s**t you know nothing about. Don't ask questions you know the answer to. Etc.

You feel me?

Good, so anyway, leave a comment, read my journal, but be happy.
Peace.
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POSSIBLY PHILOSOPHIES?!
lulz they rhyme
8/17/2007
Status: Ask me.

"To protect the sheep you've got to kill the wolf. You have to be a Wolf to kill a wolf."
"The ends justify the means"
I'm a big fan of being the Guy who does everything seemingly wrong, and is seemingly against the "good". But who in the end is actually helping things change for the better.
I am more than willing to sacrifice one thing for the other if it can be commonly agreed that it is worth the sacrifice.
Does this make me kind of a badguy? Yes I suppose. But like I said, the ends justify the means. I want good things to happen, and if in order for the world and humanity to evolve into a new age of peace and prosperity, I have to blow up an orphanage I would do it.
So there. =P
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We are the Hollow Men,
We are the stuffed Men.

Between the squabbling and squawking of man, I stand, pause and look around and begin to laugh madly.
The Irony kills me.

"Most of the people struggling to get food and clothes and live life in this corporate land, are so concerned with that, that philosophizing about freedom and socialist democracy is usually, and unfortunately, beyond their rational people don't realize that America is separating us from our identity,

because if we had some sense of who we really are, there's no way in hell we'd let this country push its genocidal consensus on our homelands. This ignorance exists, but it can be destroyed.

People talk about change, and working within the system to achieve that, the problem with always being a conformist is that when trying to change the system from within, it's not you who changes the system, it's the system that will eventually change you.

There is usually nothing wrong with compromising a situation, but compromising yourself in a situation, is another story completely.
And I have seen this happen long enough, in the few years that I've been alive to know that it's a serious problem."

- Immortal Technique

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Kallie12988

Report | 10/17/2010 8:44 pm

Kallie12988


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Dread Chimera

Report | 04/01/2010 12:56 pm

Dread Chimera

Welcome to the guild.
Aeramans

Report | 03/17/2010 1:25 pm

Aeramans

Hai! l3z b Fr3nz!
[Pattern Against User]

Report | 11/20/2008 1:17 pm

[Pattern Against User]

Hey! *stalks you*
Mullidae

Report | 11/08/2008 12:29 pm

Mullidae

you look uncomfortable...
Aeramans

Report | 11/06/2008 1:21 pm

Aeramans

So you're new look is...powerful...to say the least.
Bella De Lia

Report | 09/27/2008 8:25 pm

Bella De Lia

yo : 3
FRANCIS THE MUTE

Report | 07/03/2008 2:33 am

FRANCIS THE MUTE

you like
[Pattern Against User]

Report | 02/05/2008 9:06 pm

[Pattern Against User]

Wicked. O.O

*looks around*
JessiDlux93

Report | 01/28/2008 4:05 pm

JessiDlux93

-Looks around-

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Rad.

-nod-

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De-loused in The Comatorium

Oh man, cool story.