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[....you know, I look at you, and it's funny you don't remind me of myself exaclty, but you remind me of a certain time, i don't know what i used to think love was then, i thought it was the fireworks, the explosions, the high likes, but it's not, it's time to go throught the seasons together, through change, through the ups and downs, to be able to look your beloved in the eye and say, we did that together, as one, we chose each other, above all others, that's love, it's unexplainable, it's a secret, that can only be known once you've done the time....]
{....as the cool blanket of dusk engulfs the air and the crisp scent of life accomplanies it a smile spreads across my
face. the sweet scent of pine and nectar surrounds my secret place. The place i go to get away from it all, to free
myself from the pain of yesterday and the empty promise of tomorrow. a place to forget, to live, to flourish.
the sky, a pale amber with streaks of violet, blankets my thoughts as they soar higher than the thunder clouds and
traverse farther than the wind. thoughts of hope, happiness, wishes, and love. thoughts of life. and with great
attempts to keep my own personal pandora's box locked tight, more than never failed atteptms. oh, in my head i can
think of great stories of happy endings, and true love, but never so in my reality. yes, i make best with what im
given and am greatful for everything i have, and love dearly the people i can call my own, but still, something's
missing. this happens often, as the midnight moon draws nearer so do my thoughts of doubt and change. said moon has
indeed stayed with me all these years and a mere glance will soften my spirits but only when the stars begin to
dance around it. when the sky is black and the lights tango together in perfect unison. when all noise of man is
muted and the breathe of the trees can be easily depicted through the thin air. at these times i do not wish to
as i do not wish to spoil this delight! these times are when im the happiest, when the only danger i have is going
blind from the beauty of nature, from the lust of the night. my imagination runs wild with ease, creeping up the
branches of vines high into fantasy. the ecstacy of dreams, racing through time and beating reality to the ground.
taking grasp of that one love in your heart and fullining your every wish, in the confidence of your soul, never
to be spoken aloud. where your true self can live with full greed and aggression. oh yes, to the fullest extent.
then, when dawn decides to piece my pleasure of dreams reality takes hold of my throat and kills my spirit til next
nights visit. but dawn does have it's advantages, when the new day comes you have the chance, the choice, to take
hold of that dream once more and bend reality at your whim, make your fantasy beat it. make your own flowers blossom
to the disbelief of your peers, make that love happen. but do it quick before reality rules once more. still, if you
can learn to trap your old reality in a jar and throw it far into the reaches of space never to return again, take
your fantasies by the tail and throw them into the face of that one and let that person know how much you care, how
deep your love goes. smile at the shock and take that advantage and throw it upon them. laugh at the lust you've
awakened in them and kiss the kiss of light, the kiss of life, the kiss of destiny, let go for once and never regret.
never back down and never dry, and when the day ends and the trees are black shadows against an indigo sky, breathe
and remember the one time in your life when you were finally revealed to the world, and let the night consume you
once more...........}
~Larisa Denise Swanson---soul collector~

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Dare To look Into My Soul

...and to touch me with those ice cold hands is to revive me into a deathly shock...

a sudden release of the blood stained bullents htat reside in my heart...


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Report | 04/28/2012 11:09 am

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Report | 04/14/2012 12:36 pm

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Report | 01/22/2010 7:01 pm

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Report | 06/23/2009 4:24 pm

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Report | 06/21/2009 4:55 pm

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Report | 06/21/2009 11:25 am

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jordanausty

Report | 06/08/2009 7:26 am

jordanausty

well ive been busy with some things and i remember about gaia online so i logged in and boom, here i am =D
jordanausty

Report | 06/06/2009 11:16 am

jordanausty

HEY VIVA =D omg remember me, i hope =-D i missed you =P
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Report | 01/23/2009 8:28 am

BreathEasyTimelessAngel

Hey, Hey!!!!!!

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Long time no talk to and see, and why is your avatar

scary? well idk???

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