huh, that's weird because my mom has been unemployed for so long i can't remember the last job she even had, and every where she puts in an application it feels like they'd rather hire younger people.
if u are good with numbers, i found a thing online about being an online bookkeeper. it didn't work out for me because it's a real actual job that just uses ur computer, meaning u still have to interact with people just like u normally would, and i don't think i could keep all thos numbers straight. anyway they were talking about how there's a high demand for that because any business needs one, and u could grow ur... ur... network or whatever? ppl who know u? and u cna start out small and grow, or choose how many customers u want etc. i think i still hve all that in my email if u would be interested in that
right now mom is taking these classes that u get paid to take, some kind of adult aducation stuff, she's learning something about being a dental assistent or something right now. so like u get paid to take the classes and then when u finish them u can go out and look for a job related to what u learned.
but yeh unless u go plan on going to college and then moving to an area that fits ur dream job, u have to "open ur mind" and take whatever is available and focus on earning money instead of being picky about where u work...
or look into applying for the disability compensation thing, whatever it's called
blah dont' be depressed :/
u need to do something about it :/
or do meditation
i buy chocolate in like the big fat slabs that are made for making smores and i eat one of those when mine kicks in, it takes it like 20 mins to start working but it helps
IF i clear my head and don't sit around thinking about sad stuff
if i think about sad stuff then it'll just get worse and worse and worse
and it helps when i write sad stories and stuff cuz i can focus my sadness on something that isn't real instead of dwelling on real life things that have no way to resolve them and i just go deeper and deeper and deeper
if i put all that negative energy into a story instead then i can write it so the characters work their way through it, or make their situation worse than mine, or make them so i can relate to them, or whatever, it helps a bit
and i debate with myself whether something sad really happened or it just came on by itself
and if it just came on by itself then i'm careful toa void thigns that'll trigger a sadness fit and get me really bummed
and its hard and u have to fight to get through it but if u have an "escape plan" made in advance that u can run to when the depresison comes on then it helps to deal with it
something written down ahead of time 'when i get sad do this"
and have somewhere to go or something to do to help u think about something else so u don't just wallow and wallow and go down lower and lower
i think it helps me most to remind myself 'this is just in my head, everything's ok, it's just like being sick, it'll go away in a few hours or a few days' and just ride it out until it eases up, and never never let mself start thinking about sad stuff and bad things cuz that just feeds it and makes it bigger
That makes sense. I'm just really glad to see you were able to reply and I loved Inuyasha's part. He'll get around to surprising Kagome, Inuyasha, and Sango, with what he says to Sango the next morning. It won't be much longer after that, that Sesshomaru does something with Shippo that causes Inuyasha to being thinking about a future with Sesshomaru.
i finally got around to watching the bonds beyond time thingy that came with my complete series set. it was dumb but i fell in love with the credits song. i wish they had put the anubis movie in with it instead since it actually was a part of that series, and it had where kaiba got his blue-eyes jet and pegasus officially being alive but not a bad guy anymore etc.... this bonds beyond time thing i'm pretty sure only exists so people who watched the old series can be introduced to those new series people and they put it in the set to be like "okay u watched all those, now come by the next series!" love the credits song tho.
i'm almost done with my atlantis comic DX i'm on the very very ending, like, i drew all the way to the end of my script, and now i'm just trying to figure out what the very last scene should be, and the very last thing that is said/very last thing you see at the very end, etc.
has been so long since i did a rp with anyone ;x; chu must pm me the details if chu's still interested ;x;
my gosh! the roof! that's so, omg. i mean. it's terrible now. but it'll be funny later, u know, when everything is over. lol.
well i'm glad ur okay. i miss u. o3o we were PMing about an RP a while back but then u vanished and now i barely remember what we were talking about. ;x;
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