You want to know a little bit about me? Here it is. I'm through with all of this pain that I've been going through. I can't take it anymore.
You, you said I could trust you. I wanted you to talk to her to remain friends. You said I could trust you. You were wrong, and the only reason I knew was because she made you tell me. Not only that, but there was evidence that she was not the only one I could not trust you with. And even though you think I've forgiven you, only I know that the pain has stayed, the scars on my heart throbbing when I think of what you did. It is a memory that will always haunt me.
You were my first, and I loved you so much. But when my back was turned, when I was busy, you couldn't wait, and you betrayed me. With that betrayal, you tore me, and the rest of us, apart.
You seemed to love me, to be perfect. But then I realized how much you wanted me to change. Was I not good enough for you as I was? Not only that, you constantly reminded me that you wanted her instead. It may not have been straight out, but with your tiny little comments, I could easily tell.
You convinced me that it was okay to be with you, and I thought we could be happy. But you, you decided to cheat. Not only that, you told me straight out, in front of everyone, what you were doing. Do you know how humiliated I was? Did you think it made you look cool?
You, I thought we'd be the best of friends. I loved talking to you, and we used to be able to tell each other anything. But then you fell for him, and suddenly you became sour, because he was with me. Even after I found out, I tried to stay your friend, but you wouldn't have it. You shunned me, and even threatened me.
Now I know, there are few people I can trust on here, or possibly at all. All of this pain will stay with me, it will always hurt me, despite how happy I appear. If you are on this list...most likely, you will be able to tell. This is how what you did to me has affected me. And Kea, this is the reason I tried so hard not to give up Harmony. She was my outlet for the pains in my heart, and she allowed me to release it.
Now you all know, I'm not as happy-go-lucky as I appear.
My name is Cinderheart
I am a defender of love,
A protector of happiness.
"Maybe someday, I'll find my second chance."