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*My immortal*

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

waz ^ this is a poem i wrote its called "looking at me from a glance"

As i look out my window I wonder if everything happens for a reason I see ppl play, I see ppl dance why am i the outcast? Am i dfferent in a way? Do I cause any pain? Do you know that i hurt inside and I try and try not to cry?

Im not weird im just misunderstood. I grew up in a world all by my own. I had no one to confide in, except for the one above^. It may seem like im talking to myself but I dont care. He is the one that I know will always be there. When I fall to the floor he'll be there to give me the strenght to carry on.

Your so quick to judge me you don't even know me give me a chance instead of kicking me to the side, like something that went and died. My heart aches so bad that I just wanna run and hide. But I don't instead I sit alone in the dark and cry.

I don't know what makes you hate me so much but it tears me apart. You just keep stabbing me in the heart. You've finally won Im happy for you. Now for sure I know I don't mean a thing to you. sad

ps. I hope you liked it

In Fate's Hands The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus lyrics
I remember a year ago I was standing in the crowd
waiting for my chance to break through, my chance to live again.
Now it seems I've found some friends who finally understand
what it takes to make this dream come true, we'll be here till the end.

Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
come dance with me and don't you fake it.
Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
get close to me and don't you fake it.

Shout and scream my friends, connect with me and we'll pretend
this night will never end (whao oh) this night will never end.
Just let go you'll see together we'll do anything
this night will never end (whao oh) this night will never end.

Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
come dance with me and don't you fake it.
Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
get close to me and don't you fake it.

Oh, wish I could thank you all for what you have done
and all of the things that you have shared with me.
Oh, wish I could take you all to where I must go
wish I could take you all, I'll take you in my arms.

Dance, get on the floor, shake, get on the floor, break, get on the floor
[repeat]

Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
come dance with me and don't you fake it.
Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
get close to me and don't you fake it.

I'm reaching out here to show you what we've been through
I think there's something we can share, that's completely new
or maybe I'm just insane, whao oh
Shake it, break it, get off your feet




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smile some people claim they have no feelings sad but i always think other wise yeah im crazy and so is everyone eslse just be your self and nothing else smile

i would write anything that i feel but not about someone specific :)


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Peneropii

Report | 10/03/2009 4:14 pm

Peneropii

Eww look who it is. OMG I really am horrible i have not talked to you in forever XD
How is life upstate treating you?
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Report | 04/10/2009 8:57 am

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ello
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Report | 03/06/2009 5:07 am

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*running around in circle* omg it burns
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Report | 02/26/2009 1:49 pm

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*drinks it* gr..... * sets me on fire* thinking ah burns burns burns
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Report | 02/21/2009 9:46 am

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*poke*
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Report | 02/20/2009 1:47 pm

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*half of body is infected* ...uh..Rawrl....
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Report | 02/17/2009 2:17 pm

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chester get away from *chester trips me i hit the cufe it breaks* why T-T
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Report | 02/16/2009 12:51 pm

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thats a snake
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Report | 02/15/2009 5:40 pm

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eyes start to change color











p.s. hits the bottom of space which is inpossible
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Report | 02/14/2009 8:09 pm

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forgot my ps ah..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................!

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