Hey morgz im sorry about missing the party, college has left me really busy this week and im not so well on top of that sad
Im sorry, hope you enjoyed it and so did everyone.xxxx
Tell dan i said best of luck with his lotto numbers lol
Hope you got home okay ....dan said there was all blood on da floor yo
I dunno if there was haha
I enjoyed seeing you again smile It made me realise how much i miss you all cry
I don't wanna sound like a bad mouth either but usually liam doesn't like me going out. He tells me he doesn't mind me going out with people, when I know deep down he does.
My dad told me he is a bad influence because he's making me more socially withdrawn...since he doesn't socialise himself burning_eyes Please don't tell anyone
I was fine for a while, I could come out of my shell a little and we'd talk but i never felt on the same level as them and i still feel that way...
I know it's bad but i'm becoming more as if talking is just too much effort now...I one day just came into college...thinking "well i dunno what to say" and it just went on from there.
I took the stairs, they took the lift and i saw them leaving without me, so i went back upstairs.
I don't think i'd be much fun to hang around anymore either, not that i'm saying i don't want to come and see you, of course i do. My nerves are always usually to blame for just about everything i do too :c
The tablets (on mornings to afternoon) usually make me too tired to socialise and perform, which i think is a stupid thing for a doctor to prescribe if you're already socially...awkward.
I've also hit this point where i just feel that i really don't care anymore about my work. I just want to go. The doctor also gave me these because he thought i was depressed. I don't think they help much, they sometimes make me feel more relaxed to talk but other times i'm all "what's the point" neutral I miss all you guys too ):
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Im sorry, hope you enjoyed it and so did everyone.xxxx
yours and liams birthday is on the same day
..../awkward
Things are a lot better now thanks, how has your week been?
Had a nice halloween? XD
Hope you got home okay ....dan said there was all blood on da floor yo
I dunno if there was haha
I enjoyed seeing you again smile It made me realise how much i miss you all cry
My dad told me he is a bad influence because he's making me more socially withdrawn...since he doesn't socialise himself burning_eyes Please don't tell anyone
I know it's bad but i'm becoming more as if talking is just too much effort now...I one day just came into college...thinking "well i dunno what to say" and it just went on from there.
I took the stairs, they took the lift and i saw them leaving without me, so i went back upstairs.
I don't think i'd be much fun to hang around anymore either, not that i'm saying i don't want to come and see you, of course i do. My nerves are always usually to blame for just about everything i do too :c
The tablets (on mornings to afternoon) usually make me too tired to socialise and perform, which i think is a stupid thing for a doctor to prescribe if you're already socially...awkward.
I've also hit this point where i just feel that i really don't care anymore about my work. I just want to go. The doctor also gave me these because he thought i was depressed. I don't think they help much, they sometimes make me feel more relaxed to talk but other times i'm all "what's the point" neutral I miss all you guys too ):