About

My name is Ivy
im 13yrs old and live in Seattle
im broken, my heart,my body,my life...all broken
pain...its what i go through about everyday.
but then again...doesnt everybody?
people when they say there in pain or sad, they want u to confort them.
but what good does that do?
i dont want any confort,or protection. but thats what people try to give me.
i dont need a relaionship,they bring to much drama.
i laugh...and cry,i have emotions. people dont usually think that when they look at me. they go ahead and talk about me like im not there
jerks
i have a twin, who is like me in many ways, her names Alice(lonely4evr)
though we dont look like twins, or act like twins...we are though.
my dad lives a state away from me and i dont really think he cares much.
my mother is one of my best friends
yes that sounds totally stupid but i love her o much.
and when im away at my dads i cry, and she cries to.
for both of us, my twin and I
i like the night, the daylight is horrible to me. it wants me 2 go away.
so i do, i stay inside til twilight and go and read a book outside
very calming
i hav nightmares every night
there horrible, my family dying...and its all my fault
i hate sleeping, napping...whatever.
i cant believe i hav enough time to write all this down
oh well
my parents always try to read what im writing over my sholder
ugh
well my life isnt that intresting...so nothing else
b friends with me...if u dare