That whole summer you are going is something most if not all of us have or will go through at least once in life. I have moved on because I have found people who could and still do hold my trust. I am not going to let them get away that easily and I really say go and try people like that as well, they are out there, but you have to be willing to open your eyes and heart. Not easy at all I know.
Mhm, I know I have changed. It is something we all do as time passes and if you actually looked past the neediness you always seem to grasp on to feel safe then you might understand a bit more. A jerk does not describe me right anymore...more like the a*****e that can make you laugh although you want to kill him instead most of the time. Learn to escape from the virtual reality safety net you have up and you might have some fun in life for once.