Brennan i really am sorry for all the horrible things i said.. I was crying while typing it all.. I just had to get everything out.. I really have strong feelings for you. I love you more than anyone I have ever loved before but i guess you just didn't realize it.. I have been here infront of you and i get hurt... -sigh- I don't care if Carrey sees this anyway I want her too she needs to know I really like you and she needs to get used to it. So i love you even though you don't love me.. I <3 YOU!!