I am.... a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. i am a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman. i am confident and scared, terrified and excited. i am loving and caring, and shy and friendly, and careful and careless. i am broken and whole, i am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead, i am hard working and determined, but a little scared on the inside, i wish on stars and dream my dreams. i pray to God and cry my tears. i smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside, i listen to others who wont listen to me, i walk on eggshells, and i walk on fire, i believe in passion, but not true love, i love you and push you away, i want you, but not so close, i am everything and nothing all at once. and all i want is for you to love me, for me.