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NightshadeV1 Report | 03/07/2019 11:18 pm

I thought of you today. My mind tends to come back to you when there's death around me. And I know that I'll be experiencing another death soon. This time, it's the last real family member I have. In a way, I feel bad because I don't feel like I appreciated her while she was alive. But at the same time, I feel like I was the only one who really did. It's weird. And sad. and the last few weeks watching her go downhill have been trying on me. Maybe your family knows how that went for you. This one's just hitting me harder than most. Maybe because I now have all the responsibility of their life in my hands, and the end of her life falls on me. The pressure from the rest of my family is getting to me, but moreso the pressure from myself to do what I think is the right thing. I wish you were here in those moments. I could talk to you about it. This is the closest I can get.

NightshadeV1 Report | 12/27/2016 8:03 pm

I thought of you today...Seems like everything changes, and I'm never really ready for it. I think I'm in trouble for following my emotions. Everything seemed right, but it wasn't. And it's worse now. I don't even think I could tell you about it. But you always had a knack for being able to brighten my day. I know you're not here, except for whatever spiritual sense people like to believe. I know I don't. I wish I did, but I don't. But I try to pretend I do when I think of you. I really wish it would be that way, and you'd see this somehow. i miss you. If you do exist on some astral plane, I hope you're at peace, happy, content. You deserve that much.

NightshadeV1 Report | 07/10/2015 4:42 am

You know, I realize you're not here anymore. But I feel this is the closest I can come to telling you...You've had a really profound impact on the way that I try with people. I never used to, and now I try. I try to see some things their way, and I try to interact with them on an equal footing...I never got to truly thank you in your life...

Pharne Report | 08/22/2014 12:57 am

Unfortunately, you may never see this. However, if you are, somewhere somehow, I want you to know that you left a really good impression on me. From listening to my long and repetitive rants to plotting RPs with me; even volunteering to help me with mine. I regret that I never really got one started, and that I had a long hiatus. Mostly because I really would've liked to see how you would've portrayed my characters. You seemed about as excited as I was, and I liked that. You were also one of few people that ever bothered RP'ing with any of my characters, especially my first char, who seemed to be largely ignored. I won't forget you, and that I'll miss being able to talk to you. I hope you that where you are now, you are happy. Rest in peace.

NightshadeV1 Report | 08/17/2014 4:11 pm

My Farewell To You

Aria Di Blasfemia Eterna Report | 07/21/2014 12:52 am

Thank you. For every memory. Rest in Peace, love. *holds and cries*

NightshadeV1 Report | 05/28/2014 12:06 am

*sighs* I still think about the time we had to know each other.....Thank you for the moment.

NightshadeV1 Report | 07/15/2013 11:45 am

Miss talking to you.

Kiritoxsao Report | 11/15/2012 1:36 pm

Pokes

DraiSarCS Report | 02/18/2012 2:33 am

I know haha