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Ok so let’s see about me well firs of all I am gay got a problem with it tough. I love Yaoi. I am like totally obsessed with Black Roses because it is something so simple yet it symbolizes so much.

Black Roses So Simple Yet So Complex
The Pain like that of night
The Peace like that of a flower
The Hatred that resides within a black heart
The Love and passion intertwined together in that of the rose itself
The Sadness of solitude
The Happiness of being there for another
The Calamity of death
The Prosperity of life
The Ugliness of darkness
The Beauty of being complete
~Written by Jayson (Me)

I enjoy video games all types except for racing games. I find them rather annoying. I have a colorful history I have been through things that most people don’t dream of… a lot of people think they know who I am what I have been through when not even my best friend knows all of my past and she knows me the best. She knows more about me than my mother. Sometime be for I lave for school I find myself crying because most of the people at my school have judged me and no one at the school knows me in the least. People at school tell me that I express my views to loud and that is why they do not like me. I do express my views to loud but I do not know any other way. They need to realize I am only a person and am not perfect. I am trying to stop those habits but it is going to take time no one can change over night. I love to love people, I give almost everyone the benefit of the doubt but 95% of the time people end up hurting me. I am looking for someone who can love me for me and who can look beyond physical features. Someone I connect with who connects with me. Someone who I trust and who trust me equally. Someone who I hold and holds me the back. Someone that loves me as much as I love him. One day maybe I will find that person. If I had one wish I would wish that people would just give me a chance. That may sound like a selfish wish but it is my wish and I do not see the point in lying and won’t lie the only time I would lie is if it came to the safety of another. I won’t even lie for my own safety. The one thing I will not tolerate being called is selfish. I may be mean I may be a jerk I my be stupid I may be a b***h I am ugly I can be rude but I most defiantly am not selfish any one calls me that and that is probably the thing that is going to set me off the most. Any Questions about me e-mail me at BlackRoseOfPainAndBeauty@yahoo.com




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Rickogirl

Report | 11/16/2008 10:55 am

Rickogirl

Ehh.. Riiight... What did you mean with that anyway ._.
Umoya Kitsune

Report | 04/06/2008 4:18 pm

Umoya Kitsune

Hi, I haven't been able to get on for a while so I just want to write to you. Hope things are going well for you.
tearsofmysorrow

Report | 03/19/2008 2:20 pm

tearsofmysorrow

i'm a 17 year old junior in high school. i like to write... that's kind of it.
Almightytallestvoldy

Report | 02/24/2008 2:15 pm

Almightytallestvoldy

Hey. I didn't know you had a gaia account. -_- *notices the MUCH better avvy* How long have you had one? I've been on for over a year, and I STILL look like a Newbie. User Image Oh, and if you didn't know, H20 btw.
Gentleman Jinx

Report | 02/15/2008 3:39 pm

Gentleman Jinx

thanks for buyin
b-cooly

Report | 02/11/2008 6:45 am

b-cooly

go to the forums tpye in my user name and go to ask b-cooly.
Swuu

Report | 01/04/2008 8:02 pm

Swuu

hi i love you're profile and you're username xD it's too amazing
CocaineXombie

Report | 01/01/2008 8:06 am

CocaineXombie

I'm breezy :]

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Umoya Kitsune

Report | 12/26/2007 9:37 am

Umoya Kitsune

Hi I love your profile!
CocaineXombie

Report | 12/25/2007 7:55 pm

CocaineXombie

MErry Christmas.

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