Gaia might close down soon. So i've been going through private messages and other stuff that i thought I might want to keep.
It completely skipped my mind that the last time we talked to each other was in 2015. I thought the last time we talk was when you got mad at me in 2012 or so.
That was sad. It made me sad.
Anyways, as I was going through my messages, I reread one that i kept, from you.
"it is better if you forget me. I am a bad person. i have no faith in me, but i have faith in you"
And it made me so sad to read.
I never thought you were a bad person. And I think, actually, that you're kind of really nice, and more nice than I would expect someone with your disappointed outlook in humans to be.
From the day that I met you, I thought you were so cool and wonderful. And liked you the most out of all our classmates. I don't know why. I just did.
While I certainly like liked you (though Jd made you off limits), I also liked you as a person and as a friend.
And though you keep driving or pushing away. That doesn't stop me from regarding my time with you fondly and warmly.
I'm not sure what I told you back in 2015. (the private message indicates that I replied to you).
But I still remember you. I don't think you're a bad person. And I have faith in you.
Your profile says you're sorry...
And while I'm tempted to say I forgive you. There's nothing to forgive.
Nobody's perfect. And I like you even with the flaws in yourself that you present to me.
I don't know if you will ever get this message, or if you will choose to ignore it.
But I hope you're content with how your life is now~ heart
You can find me here or at imyourjason -at- hotmail , ya know. in case gaia dies.
my very ancient email zerovirus is still alive tho, if you prefer that, i check that every several months or so.
alright you p***s ninja
should i start taking comments seriously cause im starting to think i wont get to instachat you anytime soon
and if it's between talking to you slow and no talk at all.
im gonna choose slow talk