Gaia might close down soon. So i've been going through private messages and other stuff that i thought I might want to keep.
It completely skipped my mind that the last time we talked to each other was in 2015. I thought the last time we talk was when you got mad at me in 2012 or so.
That was sad. It made me sad.
Anyways, as I was going through my messages, I reread one that i kept, from you.
"it is better if you forget me. I am a bad person. i have no faith in me, but i have faith in you"
And it made me so sad to read.
I never thought you were a bad person. And I think, actually, that you're kind of really nice, and more nice than I would expect someone with your disappointed outlook in humans to be.
From the day that I met you, I thought you were so cool and wonderful. And liked you the most out of all our classmates. I don't know why. I just did.
While I certainly like liked you (though Jd made you off limits), I also liked you as a person and as a friend.
And though you keep driving or pushing away. That doesn't stop me from regarding my time with you fondly and warmly.
I'm not sure what I told you back in 2015. (the private message indicates that I replied to you).
But I still remember you. I don't think you're a bad person. And I have faith in you.
Your profile says you're sorry...
And while I'm tempted to say I forgive you. There's nothing to forgive.
Nobody's perfect. And I like you even with the flaws in yourself that you present to me.
I don't know if you will ever get this message, or if you will choose to ignore it.
But I hope you're content with how your life is now~ heart
Ja mata
You can find me here or at imyourjason -at- hotmail , ya know. in case gaia dies.
my very ancient email zerovirus is still alive tho, if you prefer that, i check that every several months or so.
alright you p***s ninja
should i start taking comments seriously cause im starting to think i wont get to instachat you anytime soon
and if it's between talking to you slow and no talk at all.
im gonna choose slow talk
ok
well grace is my ex gf. korean
nina is long ago but also not long ago. ie. I still like her a lot heart
HOT NEIGHBOR YEAH. i always wanted one of those
idk if i've grown up. rofl
sounds like i've had lots of girls in my life (so untrue)
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It completely skipped my mind that the last time we talked to each other was in 2015. I thought the last time we talk was when you got mad at me in 2012 or so.
That was sad. It made me sad.
Anyways, as I was going through my messages, I reread one that i kept, from you.
"it is better if you forget me. I am a bad person. i have no faith in me, but i have faith in you"
And it made me so sad to read.
I never thought you were a bad person. And I think, actually, that you're kind of really nice, and more nice than I would expect someone with your disappointed outlook in humans to be.
From the day that I met you, I thought you were so cool and wonderful. And liked you the most out of all our classmates. I don't know why. I just did.
While I certainly like liked you (though Jd made you off limits), I also liked you as a person and as a friend.
And though you keep driving or pushing away. That doesn't stop me from regarding my time with you fondly and warmly.
I'm not sure what I told you back in 2015. (the private message indicates that I replied to you).
But I still remember you. I don't think you're a bad person. And I have faith in you.
Your profile says you're sorry...
And while I'm tempted to say I forgive you. There's nothing to forgive.
Nobody's perfect. And I like you even with the flaws in yourself that you present to me.
I don't know if you will ever get this message, or if you will choose to ignore it.
But I hope you're content with how your life is now~ heart
Ja mata
my very ancient email zerovirus is still alive tho, if you prefer that, i check that every several months or so.
alright you p***s ninja
should i start taking comments seriously cause im starting to think i wont get to instachat you anytime soon
and if it's between talking to you slow and no talk at all.
im gonna choose slow talk
and ive already met plenty of girllsss
i just dont do anything about it emotion_c8
ok
well grace is my ex gf. korean
nina is long ago but also not long ago. ie. I still like her a lot heart
HOT NEIGHBOR YEAH. i always wanted one of those
idk if i've grown up.
rofl
sounds like i've had lots of girls in my life (so untrue)
it's only 6:27pm for me
i'm in guam right now
right now
towns2
i know it's like 1am for you
you can do it you
housewife you
idk do you still live in..
utah/wisconsin?
wat state you live in again?
i'm going to philippines tomorrow morning.
i was usually online from 2pm to 3am
nonstop
LOL
i had nothing to do this whole week
but i'm going to philippines once i'm there i'll prolly only have enough time for snail messages
i miss you lots
you're a punk and i hate you
but i miss you crying
i'm going to philippines for a med school interview
and i give up on nina
i broke up with grace. we didn't work out.
did i tell you i've been catfished before
i have a rly hot neighbor.
longer messages are for these rando dweebs i barely know
can i im you >:
crying crying crying
this is 2 snail mail for me
imu crying crying crying crying crying crying