I was watching October Sky in mid-July when I lost my self-control.
It's kind of funny how time goes by, and we wonder why
and where the ******** did it go?

And the thought of it shakes all my bones
in this weak body I used to own
I can't do this alone.

Now I'm stuck here waiting for you to come outside.
You'll never come out and I think that I will die and float on up to that into that big blue sky
Come back as rain and cleanse your pride
Why won't you let me come inside?

I wanted to,
I needed to know,
I needed to let you in.