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Last Login: 05/24/2018 9:56 pm

Registered: 07/19/2008

Gender: Male

Location: Louisville, KY

Birthday: 09/18/1993

Occupation: Internet hermit

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Biography

Name: Nathanel Caudill
Nicknames: Jew, Jew Boy, J.B. (favorite :3 ), Jewey, Nate the Great, B.J. Backwards. (these were all given to me in my high school days)
Faith/Religion: Judaism
Ethnicity: Caucasian (White)
Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual (Straight)
Relationship Status (IRL): Single
Age: 24
Occupation: Wal-Mart Associate
Blood type: O+
I like...
-Pizza
-Role Playing Games
-Video games
-writing
-acting
-singing
-dancing
-fantasizing
-role playing
I don't like...
-asparagus
-obnoxious people
-Drama
-abortions
-murder
-Feminazis
-depression
-rejection
-emptiness
-alienation
-being misunderstood
-being judged negatively
-getting friend zoned
The type of guy I am is...:
-Sweet
-Goofy
-Impulsive
-Sensitive (EXTREMELY)
-Empathetic
-Shy (towards women)
-Tormented
-Crestfallen

Motto: "Do it for the LOLs!"

"He who fights monsters should see to it that he himself does not become a monster. And if you gaze for long into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you."
-Friedrich Nietzsche

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"He who fights monsters should see to it that he himself does not become a monster. For if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes back into you."
-Friedrich Nietzsche

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I3lue I3utterfly Report | 05/24/2018 11:03 pm
I3lue I3utterfly
*gives you strength*
Sorry I don't know what sort of strength you exactly need to let her go but I do know it's up to you.
I3lue I3utterfly Report | 05/24/2018 10:58 pm
I3lue I3utterfly
I know you are trying.
But I don't think she's going to accept your feelings and feel the same way. That itself will hurt you to...you need to figure a girl who does love you back as you do her... Guess you can say she's the girl you want but not the one you need.
Just don't give up *hug*
I3lue I3utterfly Report | 05/24/2018 10:35 pm
I3lue I3utterfly
Your not letting go of her though...the pain won't go away till you do :c *hug*
She isn't the right girl if she doesn't want you in her life.
And personally if I was in her shoes and if I saw you acting this way I would be disappointed (?...idk if that's the right word exactly). If she wants to be with someone else or want to stay single that's her choice and if you do love her I would think you would let her be free to choose and who to be happy with.
...sorry. *hug*
I3lue I3utterfly Report | 05/24/2018 10:19 pm
I3lue I3utterfly
Aww. :C sorry I really don't know what to say.
I'm assuming you told her how you felt bout her of course?
But I'm guessing she doesn't feel the same way?
If she doesn't you should respect her choice... you should try to move on and try to find a different girl who does like you and like her back...you not letting go of her and thinking of her is only hurting you... you may find someone else you like just as much as her.
I3lue I3utterfly Report | 05/24/2018 10:06 pm
I3lue I3utterfly
Aw I'm sorry :c *hug*
I3lue I3utterfly Report | 05/24/2018 10:00 pm
I3lue I3utterfly
Hey. How are you doing? gaia_star
Isn't she pretty? C:
I3lue I3utterfly Report | 05/24/2018 11:38 am
I3lue I3utterfly
*hugs*
I3lue I3utterfly Report | 05/21/2018 12:47 pm
I3lue I3utterfly
emotion_hug
I3lue I3utterfly Report | 05/20/2018 8:03 pm
I3lue I3utterfly
You gotta keep looking yourself to. A girl may not just come straight into your arms. But you must not give up cause then love really won't come.
I3lue I3utterfly Report | 05/20/2018 6:04 pm
I3lue I3utterfly
Oh . n . I bet you will find someone eventually.
 

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