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have finally found my feelings. i have never really had emotions. i've been naught but a masque, an illusion to all who know me.But then again, being myself, and these strange things i havent felt... in such a long time might be the biggest illusion of all. The illusion that seems to save me from the world and its insanity.
Or to be even more deep, maybe that insanity is just me, and the world is actually a normal place to be. Maybe I, within myself, am the illusion that saves me. I... might not even exist.......... this might all be a dream. ((which is illogical because my dreams always have rum. and im quite short of rum at this moment that im writing this.)) But the point still stands. Could i just be in a game, a show created by some person looking at me through a computer screen that wants nothing but my existence to give him entertainment? Or is this world real, and all its hurt? Are people really as cruel? or as loving?
Lots of things i have come to think about all spurned from one idea:
The friends you make, the loves you have, even if we struggle, we always have. even if they die, or go far away, they will always have thier arm around us. Becuase we have them in our hearts.
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X3
Also mom was being bitchy -3-
I only keep fish in my tank as pets, not for booty grab. Everyone harped for years wanting Gaia to make digital
pets for their avatars to keep, then Gaia finally makes some and they give gold in edition and now the gold part
is the only thing anyone cares about. I'm the only person I know that keeps pet fish as pets here.
But my tank is in stasis at the moment cuz I've been too busy to take care of them and I don't want them to die.
I wish they had some option of disabling BG on your tank in exchange for not having your fish die. >B| A
couple of seahorses don't give enough gold to matter anyway.
Ah my bad XD
eh, for 1005 days now.