Hi, I'm a bit weird. I'm often lost in thought and always try to put on a front of being a really calm/gentle person but i tend to get flustered/overwhelmed pretty easily. I'm often told i'm funny but i appeal more to dark humor than anything. I also can be a bit annoying and needy but mainly because I'm a bit of a loner and deal with depression. I'm usually an observant type that's rather reserved but really open around people who i feel like i've come to understand better. I feel it's better for me to have an understanding of the other person opposed to them knowing me. I want the gratification of knowing i'm accepted by those i work towards, that all my time and effort was for something. My speech can be a bit ******** sometimes so i'll often withdraw in conversation. I get really irritated when i can't be understood, especially if i put a lot of effort into it.
As a hobby I try to piece together a book I want to write. I also enjoy drawing(even though i'm not too good at it) and watching animations(i enjoy certain anime and western animation, 3D movies are sometimes pretty good too!). I play games too but have mixed feelings about most gaming. i really enjoy sandbox games that challenge my creativity.