I've seen the hurt of promises broken,
I've heard the lies better left unspoken.
I've seen dreams brought down,
I've heard a broken heart hit the ground.
I've lived fairy-tales that didn't come true,
I've heard thunder in a sky of blue.
I've seen rainbows with no end,
I've felt the distance time couldn't mend.
I've seen friendships torn apart,
I've heard the breaking of my own heart.
~*~*~*~ Scared ~*~*~*~
Scared Of losing you
Scared of losing your love
Scared of you not wanting me
Scared of going up above
Scared of not hearing you say I love you
Scared of my heart breaking
My nightmares are taking over
I feel like i am screwing up everything I do
My love for you just keeps getting stronger
But I think your love for me is dimming
I am scared of you saying friends only
I am scared of seeing you with someone while i am lonely
My nightmares are getting the best of me and I am deathly scared
Scared of the pain hidden deep inside
Scared of you finding out my past and you leaving my side
Scared of my heart for it may stop beating
Scared of closing my eyes in fear I might not open them again
Scared of you saying Goodbye for life then walking away
Scared of not seeing those night stars
Scared of not being in your arm
My life is so confusing
I dont want to lose the one i love
But in fear of what he might think
I am hiding my pain deep inside