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Hey,,, idk if your mad at me or not... buti wanted to say im sorry.. i dont want you hurting your self okay... please... i love you tiffany i love you a lot you make me smile all the time your past doesnt effect me because we havve a future togather weve both been though hell if we ever go though hell again.. i want it to be with you i dont want to do anything with out you you make me beyound happy.. the first day i texted you i knew... that i really liked you... the day i asked you out.. i fell for you... when you said.. "i love you and blushed and told me it sliped" my heart just blew up with joy and then and their i decied i wanted to be with you forever. and now.. i want to just.. go so much futher and never stop being with you even after death... i cant wait to come see you and hold you closely i want to marry you.. today i know your asleep or mad at me im sorry i spamed your phone i just live in constent fear of loesing you because everything i love leaves... or dies... and i dont want that to happen cause your all i got.. you understand me.. and ik im not the best boyfriend in the world.. but.. idk... i just dont know.. i trust you with all my heart dont ever let me hear you say that i dont trust you cause i do i wouldnt do a damn thing to ever hurt you your my heart and soul and i hope we stay togather a really long time.. like etnernity.. i know im not the best speller either.. but this is how i feel about you when i think of you my body goes numb.. and nothing can hurt me.. when im not talking to you i feel so dead...i am nothing with out you tiffany you make all this pain and stuff go away.. im sorry for today... i told you im not any good.. i just want you happy at any cost nessary.. your mine and im yours and i will always be yours... i know.. how you feel inside trust me... you wanna know how i feel inside with out you... when im not with you and before i meet you i cried every f*cking day crying my very eyes out and wished i was dead i attempted suscide a lot of times.. i just wanted to die thought their was no hope for me my world was black id wake up do the same sh*t every day and go home and wish i was dead instead of my own dad.. i feel like i could drown in sadness... like my world was shutting down... and crashing before me it always crashs every f*ckING TIME! i like someone and trust them they break it in half but you your diffrent... i feel like we belong togather like your my lost pieace to my puzzel my penut to my jelly the one ive been looking for my entire life.. someone i just cant live without i want to be with you.. for the rest of my life Tiffany.. i love you so very much.. and if we were to ever break up just know.. i would still and always! love you you give me hope.. and dreams.. before that i didnt have either of thous i mean i had dreams but.. they were shatterd dreams.. i hope you read this all of it.. cause you mean everything to me.. and i know isay it a lot but i do love you tiffany i really do.. and im so sorry for what happend today.. im hopeing tommrow youll read this and say... josh i love you.. and say you want to be with me forever.. ive always wanted to hear you say it... so badly.. but i understand how youve been hurt so meny times well tiffany im not them im not going to back stab you or cheat on you or threat you like trash like them im real im not judgemental im not a dick i feel bad when i do even the badiest thing.. i couldnt ever even dare hurt you did you know.. that your on my mind contently.. that i text you so much cause i love talking to you and when you send me a text i get all happy and smile did you know every time that you say you love me i just wanna cry happy tears that i havent been this happy in a long ass time that im ready and willing to spend every last moment of my life with you that i will always be by your side that i couldnt be with out you that you make me the man i am that when we talk on the phone and i hear that cute voice of yours i blush... i k
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