I'm a human being.
I'm broken, damaged, I have baggage, troubles, worries and fears.
I have wants, needs and desires just like anyone.
I'm important to someone. I bleed as you bleed.
I have feelings. I'm a dreamer. I'm a mother.
I'm a failure. I fall often, but have yet to give up.
I try to see the good in people and situations. There is a silver lining to everything.
I trust easily, I understand.
I'm influenced, gullible, friendly, kind, loving.
Looking at me you may not see any of this.
That's why you shouldn't judge a book by it's cover.
There is more to me than most people know.
Even to the ones who have been in my life since my diaper days.
I suffer from depression, insomnia, A.D.D, back,
weight, bad hair day, and addiction problems.
I have motivation issues.
wahmbulance (Addictions smile wahmbulance
My daughter. Cigarettes. Food. World of Warcraft. The Sims2 PC. shopping. Cherry Pepsi.
The only addiction I don't have a problem with is my daughter.
She makes me smile when things seem so impossible.
She could make me smile if my face was paralyzed.
She is amazing.
~*~ ~*~ "Standing with my two feet
On the ground
I find myself falling
And crashing down.
None of this feels like reality
It all feels like a dream
And I'm walking around in a fantasy
So scared I want to scream...." ~*~ ~*~