so my boyfriend and i didnt work out! we broke up! i miss mike 100% hes not like other guys! hes the most special guy in the world and i want him back! i miss him so much! i dont want to be like i was back then! i just want to be with him again! i miss him so much i cry! i cant sleep or eat! i just want him back!
I single rose lying dead in a field
It lies there lifeless nothing it can feel.
Once a thing of beauty but a thing of beauty no more
Causing pain to those close to it somewhat like myself
Now it lies forgotten, lying in that field.
Why can't life just turn out right,
on a movie screen, perfect and bright.
Who in this world can love me now?
Used, cracked, done, take a bow.
Marriage, children, it seems so easy,
but not when you're me, loose and sleazy.
I can't stop, couldn't tell you why.
Feel like now I should just lay down and die.
Thought about it many times,
car crash, razors, drowning, they're 5 and dime.
Found in a shower, found in my room,
where ever it may be, I've met me doom.
Where will I go? Most likely to hell,
and why not? I'm evil, like an angel that has fell.
Many will miss me, few will understand.
I need to go, and it must be by my hand..
EVERY NIGHT my mind starts to race, with thoughts of my life and how I've fallen from grace.
EVERY NIGHT I would cry myself to sleep cuz the pain cuts thru me more deep.
EVERY NIGHT my heart starts to ache, am I real or am I fake?
EVERY NIGHT I would ask, "why cant I just die?" but there wud be no reply...
In this world I am alone
I walk the same path every day
See the same dead trees
And the hollow eyes of the people I pass
I could stand in the street and scream
But nobody would hear me
In this world there is nothing but silence
In this world you’re either dead or alive
But at times I am neither
I could a letter saying goodbye
I could walk off into the sunset and never return
I could do many things
Yet i feel more alone then possible
I can see you, but can you see me.